for fear

scary

2011-02-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

its scary, when you realise that you were being left behind.

you try to walk further, keep turning back, just to check if , what if they didnt about you after all.

however, the more you walk, you will realise that, there is no point turning back

they will never be waiting for you.

you just have to go forward by yourself.

its been a while

2010-11-03T01:34:00.004+08:00

its been a while since i pen down my 2 cents worth of thought.

but as this sem draws near

i feel that i am going back to square 1 again.

with no friends to talk to

with no companion to start with

why is it so hard,

yes i know i always say that i dont wanna be competitive

but its just so hard when results is all that matters

yes i know,

this maybe the true me

that even i myself am trying so hard to deny and not unleash

because what i was in the past, may not be all to pleasant to be accepted

and now,

it seems like this dark side of me maybe too overbearing for me to withheld

so what lies ahead.

no one knows

certainly not me.

2010-08-09T14:59:00.003+08:00

cant believe i am sitting at home and watching some show on national day. boos

its so boring that i decided to start doing my timetable for the sem. bahh

i mean not saying its a bad thing to start doing my timetable since school is starting tomorrow. but this is REALLY GOING NOWHERE and FREAKING ANNOYING.

sort of cant wait for school to start somehow since it means that i will be busy and spending time NOT AT HOME some how.

what do you think

2010-04-18T23:22:00.001+08:00

do you think i would have do things differently?

argh

i wanna go japan too x(

studying mode is surpose to be here LONG AGO

what happen.

screwed

why does the world operate like that

2010-03-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

why does the world operate like that

or is it just me

or is it just us

or is it just how reality is surpose to work naturally

you asked me if i ever will trust you in doing stuff

i would

but

failing once

will allow me to learn my lesson

never again will i want to stretch out again

and reach out for help

because i know that

when you need it

help will be far away from you

you end up at the losing end

because everyone just wants to step on you when you are of use

when they are done with all the kicks and stabs

and you have no value

you are left alone

in a dark corner

with nothing but yourself to blame

i have a dream

2010-03-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

why is it that after so long, even when i have a dream, i dream about you.

been thinking, so hard.
especially when you see that people around you are leaving singapore.
hopefully doing something they like
and you stuck here doing something you know you wont wanna do it for the rest of your life
is it time to leave
or is it something that you can get over and move on after this in the next few months

hear or listen

2010-02-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

sometimes when one is a good listener
it maybe that deep down, they also have a story to tell
a story so long that we fail to notice or want to even listen

sometimes its because they too have a story
they understand your situation
they listen to you
but you never did listen to them
hear but not listen.

i would like to believe

2010-02-09T23:00:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just wonder
if i was ever asking too much
just asking for someone to be there when i need them

but it may seem too hard for us to achieve that
i try not to blame anyone but myself
but in the end
i am still the only one standing alone

i wish this kind of feelings will stop

2009-12-19T23:00:00.003+08:00

i wish this kind of feelings will stop
its been a while
this moody feeling that have reside in me
i cant seem to get rid of it
everyday i wake up feeling that i can put it all aside
but new things just keep coming out
disappointing me day by day

how do i wanna be viewed by this world
is how i view the world myself.

sometimes i wonder

2009-12-19T01:38:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder
what kind of friends i have been making in the past years
i kind of feel that
when i need the help
no one is never there to show me a lending hand
it is only when they need your help that they come and look for you
but when you dont have what they need
they wouldnt bother

when you are of no more interest to them
you are but just weed that they eagerly want to discard away
nothing about you is of importance
what matters most is their own convienence
so what more can i say
but to say
its okay
its okay
i will settle by myself
i can survive

been so long

2009-12-02T17:07:00.001+08:00

its been a while since i last blogged

but any way... i have to start planning abt what to do after exams end

hmph.. in 1 days time. yes and shit

i haven exactly started....

but then again

i think i have practically nothing to do for the hols

pretty sad life here.

be there

2009-11-11T23:15:00.001+08:00

been trap in this cycle over and over again for weeks

been telling myself that i shld succumb to pressure

i shldnt compare

you can only compare with yourself

and not to others

because it will never end if you do so

you will just be pressurized to do things that is over your limit

why get angry over something that is so insignificant

i hate it.

seriously

just shuddup

2009-10-24T03:32:00.002+08:00

you can say that its that time of the year
but what ever it is

this is really pissing me off
seriously
stop being so opiniated
stop forcing people to only see your way
stop making prejudice comments
stop saying nonsensical things

just plain STOP talking for that moment
or do any thing

stand 10m away from me
because you are the one causing me to have an headache
that smell
urgh

sch feels terrible

2009-10-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

as the weeks progress

you start to feel de-motivated
things arent looking up
at least not for me not for many i know
kind of dread school and wish that holidays come next week instead of the tons of project submission deadlines pressing on us and the amt of workload and the amt of tests

people may not know you
but you must not lose yourself, you must be sure of what you are doing

people may not believe in you
but you must have trust in yourself

and i am falling deeper and deeper into this bottomless pit

wk 4 for sem1

2009-09-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

and the world will just go round and round not waiting for me and you.

i dont know if its me or if its you
but things are different.

i have arrived in this nobody land that seems unfamiliar to me
everything is unlcear
everything is unsure
who can i turn to when i need help
who can i venge my anger on when i am angry

its getting confusing
its getting complicated

i am afraid that one day i might walk out of this place
with no one to talk to
no one

district 9

2009-08-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

just finished watching district 9. omg the worst show i have ever sat through.
maybe it was where i was sitting or maybe i ate the wrong stuff before that, but i felt like puking throughout the whole show. its so uncomfortable. in the end, kaye had to summarise some parts for me. gosh i feel naseous still. blah.. and its now 3am.. woots have fun!

and i finally did some real running ard with dodgeball and frisbee practice. Scary.

GI joe

2009-08-13T01:18:00.002+08:00

today,
i watched gi joe with people i dont even know
haha its quite lame but oh wells
i had to get the cake

gem lect was actually quite interesting if not for the squinting eyes moments and some parts where it was too fast for me to catch. any way i think the readings will be quite random and weird
so i might die ACTUALLY

urgh
okay HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! once again
every year i have been celebrating my own birthday with my self alone
haha weird
but okay i think i am getting used to it. with people its quite awkward some how
peacefulness for a start

everyone seems to be drifting apart once again
i hope its not just me
but no one seems to bother any more.
blah

losing touch

2009-08-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

i really dont know if i made the right choice
i dont know if i can settle in
i dont know if it will suit me

i will try my best to adapt
to make my self more accustom to how people work here
to make my self talk like them

driving

2009-07-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

Ruixian is becoming more and more bitchy thanks to driving school
yeesh
luckily I AM SO OUT OF THERE!
my tolerance has its limit

*illegal squatter signing off

driving test 1

2009-07-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

its going to be called driving test 1/0

cuz i didnt even take my blood test

pissed.

screwed up system,

screwed up people,

screwed up me

and i have this feeling i lost my pdl today after that.

grrr

let me emphasize again

investigating wont compensate my time lost and mental distress

so why am i even involved

just do it internally

and investigating will never work when its a spoken passed on thing which happened months back

it makes so sense and totally not needed

its just another way of saying i am greedy for money from a profit organisation

even if i may have been careless

please dont have that attitude of pouting and answering me impolitely

and dont try to push everything to me.

its like speaking japanese to a chinese

i am really upset and angry about the situation

whats with speaking upright

whats the everything is not my problem

i dont understand why adults dont like to take up responsibility

its your work

its your pride

if everything is up to your boss attitude

mind as well ask your boss to do the job since every small problem is also his problem

why hire you.

seriously.

i hope that when i enter the working world

i would still live up to my principles.

i want to take up what my job requires me to do

last second day of work

2009-06-19T17:17:00.001+08:00

okay
its surposingly my last day of work
or maybe not.. its my last second day.... in a way cause i will be coming back nxt nxt tue to tie up all my stuff
but then... its different
haha

i dont really think i will miss my job/work
but i will definitely miss my free breakfasts and lunch
and all the good food here.
last but not least, the MONEY!!
urghh
my hard earn money

looking forward to next week
erm.. or maybe not
i dont really feel any thing
but then i hope it will be great
probably just abit HOT! since i am so attune to the life in office with the air-con always freezing me

going to take the flyer later
TATA~

Bolero

2009-06-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

Thought that this song was superb. its quite new too! i guess? a few months old. The live was awesome, with the powerful singing vocals and feelings. listen to the vibs and of course the solos.

Went to the pc show today and it was crowded like.. the previous it show this year.Finally acquired my long awaited headphones cum ear piece, okay i actually got ear piece for free la.. but its nothing to boast about. the headphones was a freaking $109.90 ouch... ya i am crying, but then its a good investment i guess. have been eyeing one for a very long time you see. and yes i am pretty particular about sound quality. so bye bye money. and yes i was trying it. GOD it sounds like the person is singing right in your face during a concert. COOL HUR . haa=D

Cameras are tempting me~ i guess i will have to change it soon anyway since my batt is abit... hurs already. and the function. the problem is with the optical zooms and functions available.

i cant wait for next week, though okay not very nervous. just excited and alittle not prepared. i mean ya i guess i really shld start memorising the routes and all. TAIWANNN

STAR TREK

2009-05-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

just came back from movie watching!

STAR TREK

it was a really nice movie!
i love the plot. well it was something different from what we usually watch?
hardly any romance.. okay well they have abit, but its really a TINY bit
and no magic, it was TECH-ie really high tech stuff
and no mystery
well its a adventure but a really exciting one
and well it has COMEDY in it too.

if you think its the regular action pack movie, you are so wrong
it has everything you would want in a movie
you wont find it boring even if you arent a star trek fan.
well i am not , and i was able to understand it quite well without much previous knowledge of the drama
and this 2 hr movie isnt draggy. its pretty fast pace and doesnt leave you pondering about the absurd ending most movies tend to have.

me and yj cant wait for a possible installment if there is any?
i mean it was a long DRAMA back then
so i assume there will be continuation
the graphics was so cool that you wont really bother that its VISUAL EFFECTS
definitely worth paying the money to watch it in cinema for a grand movie like this =D
do catch it okay

and of cuz
we all think that the new star trek movie has the cute actors
HAHA i like kirk's eyes! =D
sweet
so do watch the trailer yea!

MRT

2009-05-18T18:07:00.002+08:00

well
for one reason i really dont enjoy MRT rides or for that matters
bus rides its because i dont enjoy peope coming up real close to me
urghh
i literally will cring away from any contact
yes thats how paranoid i get

i dont understand why people loves to stick to you so closely?
you can smell them seriously
okay i dont. i put my face away in another angle
but then again
you can see EVERY pimple they have on their back or some dandruff on a black shirt
ERKRKKK
so tell me why do you wanna stand so close
and no i am not your boyfriend
you dont have to radiate heat or seduce me
-.-

and today's train ride was even more humorous
couples gossiping abt other couples
okay more like abt their friends
no i would really slap the guy if i was braver
quote "who cares if she lost weights, if only the boobs get smaller then i will care"
gosh
=.=
guys

and the gir saying that the other girl needs a high maintenance fee/ mentally or physically
while guy says she has low self esteem

well i looked at them
and ya.. they really do have high self esteem for them to say other ppl
digusting sight.

these days

2009-05-12T19:23:00.002+08:00

no matter how long
i may still be waiting for my music jukebox
it has been ages since i have received a song from you

i came to realise that no matter how long it is
the only songs in my ipod when on shuffle that i would not skip
are mainly from you
it maybe funny how after so many friends
i still cant really find some one who listens to the same range of music

one day maybe
i hope to listen from you again

well life haven been really smooth sailing these days
okay its not say not smooth sailing like there have been lots of mishaps
its just
well it bothers me
i feel lethargic
and sick of just well everything

chill pills!
and i still love reading ebooks =D

fmylife

2009-04-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

anyway i have been introducing this website to entertain ppl when they are really bored
do read it when you want a good laugh someday
of cuz its mean cuz its real life stuff
but then it never hurts right if you dont mean it

it aint original
but here goes

www.fmylife.com

i'm back

2009-04-29T12:39:00.001+08:00

okay i am back
with an addition of a sling in hand

so many ppl have been staring at me in it,
that i feel like just burstin out loud I FELL DOWN! rather then spend time explainin over and over again what happen
its gettin kind of fustrating especially if i dun even really know the person
sharks okay karma

things haven been really well here
dont really fancy the situation i am in at the current moment
therefore seclusion maybe the best remedy
i am fully aware of that

just hoping to escape to my paradise of some sort soon enough without anyone not invlove in it knowing

maybe one day i will feel much better and tell you about it
but for now

all i can say is
sometimes or most of the time
when you get to know more the more you get hurt and disappointed
which is why i rather be oblivient about it if i can and am not involve
if you know what i mean

i choose to rather not know and protect myself frm your stabs
it never was a heck care attitude here
its rather a self defense matter to me

that day will come

2009-04-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

the day that i am able to smile at you with your guts blaring at me
i have graduated and succeeded in becoming someone you want me to be

but then again
maybe i will nvr be able to do it
i wonder why

have you ever wondered why i like to quote from lyrics
or write quotes

daily rantings

2009-04-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

i have been reading LOTS of books
like really alot
say abt ten at least ?? since after A lvls
its kind of rewarding i guess
and i like this kind of life
just doing nothing but read

other then of cuz
running out of stuff to read is kind of horrible
especially when now all the ebook websites are closing in on copyrighted materials
sighs
but any way
here are the books i read so that i can also keep track of it

-twilight saga (4) not counting the edward version of twilight
-shopaholic ( confession, manhatten, sister)
-angels and demons
-princess diairies -forever
-all american girl 2

-reading seven wonders of the worlds
STILL reading..

ya its abit of chick flicks going on here
but i dont really know many mystery books
so come on and intro me NICE ONES
if not i will really rot at office
since i have no one to talk to now
SIGHS

my heart sank

2009-03-24T23:53:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder
if i will ever truly find a place that belongs to me
because i realise that i dont belong in this world

bottom of the valley

2009-03-17T00:15:00.003+08:00

when you are at the bottom of the valley
the only way is the climb up
move on

cause you know that
if you continue to wander around at the bottom of the valley
you will not survive eventually
why not give it a shot
cause you know that , this is the worst you can ever sink to
this is the maximum amt you are able to sink into
stand up
and move on

yoga concert part 2

2009-03-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

concert part 2!

hopefully the last one.. i am sure many of you dont really want to know the details
but as usual i am hear to promote nice songs

fav songs of the night are:

－對不起　謝謝
－我
－查無此人
－開到荼靡
－ｌｏｖｅ　ｆｏｏｌ
－ｏｈ　ｍｙ　ｌｏｖｅ
－ｓｔａｎｄ　ｂｙ　ｍｅ

of course other songs from the concert are great
however, these few songs.. maybe cause its the first time i actually hear it
rather then those i already heard before in the tw concerts
it brings with it meaning , freshness and excitment

my top 2 songs are still

－查無此人
－開到荼靡

because i really like the lyrics written and the feeling it gives me
ironically one is a really relax layback song while the other is really rockish
so...
different yet.. similiar

查無此人

查無此人.mp3 - lin you jia

查無此人詞：姚若龙曲：陈小霞

寄一份問候給遠方的童年
想念那張滿是純真的臉
可以哭過就笑從不曾算計
幸福離的多遙遠

寄一份心情給久違的青春
想念那個敢愛敢恨的人
相信忠於感覺會快樂一些
寧可受傷不肯說謊言

查無此人
他們說查無此人
童年只剩一張黑白的照片
提醒我在逃離保護以前
我有過一個簡單卻又美好的世界

查無此人
他們說查無此人
青春只剩一段未完的愛戀
偶爾像被風卷起的黃葉
落在心口上像一滴被忍住的淚

i really like the voice
its like telling me a story
closing my eyes
visualising how it is like as a child
and yet
we cant turn back in time
to appreciate those simplicity

as we grow up
we began to understand
only to find out that life isnt so wonderful
the world doesnt seem to be so clean so pure
so beautiful

yes
those lyrics
clearly depicting how me as a growing adult
sees the world
how i wish to be back as child
smiling at simple things
not worrying about how others will react to my words
react to me

開到荼靡

開到荼靡.mp3 - lin you jia

開到荼靡曲: C Y KONG 詞:林夕

每只螞蟻都有眼睛鼻子
它美不美麗
偏差有沒有一毫釐有何關係

每一個人傷心了就哭泣
餓了就要吃
相差大不過天地有何刺激

有太多太多魔力太少道理
有太多太多遊戲只是爲了好奇
還有什麽值得歇斯底里
對什麽東西死心塌地
一個一個偶像都不外如此
沉迷過的偶像一個個消失
誰曾傷天害理誰又是上帝
我們在等待什麽奇跡

最後剩下自己捨不得挑剔
最後對著自己也不大看得起
誰給我全世界我都會懷疑
心花怒放卻開到荼靡

一個一個一個人誰比誰美麗
一個一個一個人誰比誰甜蜜
一個一個一個人誰比誰容易
又有什麽了不起

每只螞蟻和誰擦身而過
都那麽整齊有何關係
每一個人碰見所愛的人
卻心有餘悸

this songs actually does implies the same thing
if you read carefully
see the beauty of it
seeing how the world darkens around you
your whole perspective changes

you start to wonder
when people leaves you
when people whom you used to think is your inspiration
becomes a lie

what is left of you
what is left of the world to believe in

okay its getting abit long
so yes i will post the others soon
but the last song of the day is so !!! =D

我

我.mp3 - lin you jia

I am what I am
我永遠都愛這樣的我

快樂是快樂的方式不只一種
最榮幸是誰都是造物者的光榮

不用閃躲為我喜歡的生活而活
不用粉墨就站在光明的角落

我就是我是顔色不一樣的煙火
天空開闊要做最堅強的泡沫
我喜歡我讓薔薇開出一種結果
孤獨的沙漠裏一樣盛放的赤裸裸

多麽高興
在琉璃屋中快樂生活
對世界說什麽是光明和磊落

i think its rather self explanatory
why i really like this song?
its because of the tune
really nice
a classic

and the lyrics
needless to say
it helps me motivate myself
being yourself
having that confidence

dont work towards trying to please others
dont work towards trying to be perfect in somebody's eyes

be yourself
be trueful to yourself

dont aspire to be someone
aspire to be yourself

maybe when we are living in a society that already drew out the route of your future from your birth
when everything has already been decided for you
when choices doesnt really seem to be choices at all

finding a meaning to your life
finding some sort of freedom
or even a way to loosen yourself up a little
can bring you infinite happiness

even when you find yourself
alone at times or in some period of your life

its okay
everything will be fine in the end

2.20 part 1

2009-02-24T23:31:00.003+08:00

我起飛了
我再這一天，得到了解放的能力
真正的起飛了
雖然，還是必須再一次回到現實身活中，殘酷的事實
可是
那一晚，
我真的起飛了
謝謝你

when you hear 7000 people singing to this song
the song that brought me to know you
it was touching
it was emotional
it was splendid

it may not have been your best song
it may not have been your favourite song
but it was the song that brought you to people

i haven heard 7000 people sing together before
i haven tried singing so loudly before
this is the first
and hopefully not the last

but the feeling
is wordless

the happiness.
unforgettable

in the end

2009-02-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

if only laughter can numb all the pain.

Gao Xiao 搞笑 - Show Luo Zhi Xiang 羅志祥

i think this song really suits what i would say .
sometimes no matter how happy you look on the outside.
may be deep inside you
you are crying.
no matter how you try to laugh , try so hard to be carefree
in the end,
when you are alone
you are the opposite.

work has been
quite bad... it is really draining my mental strength
its not hard its just tedious
like i have to fold 800 over letters now.
x2 as i need to put another piece of paper to it
den fold
den fold again after finish the first stack of folding.
horrible
i call it kim jua
YES! it really looks like how i do with kim juas.
open up like flower first before folding so that i wont be so fustrated with the picking up of double paper.

i am getting worried
worried abt everything
worried abt results
worried abt sales
worried abt jobs
worried abt course

i am getting fustrated
fustrated abt myself
fustrated abt ppl
fustrated abt the world

it doesnt seem like my life is moving out of the black tunnel

rx is going way too vain

2009-01-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

I WANT THAT white mahina lv bag!!!
its just too lovey
its really pretty
and hmph ... i dont know the price

YES!
ruixian is getting crazy
she wants a branded bag
but when you really look at it
you cant resist
and yes
when you have gotten stuff that you want
you want more more and more

and yes
i haven got any idea what i am going to wear for new year
the dress?
the oversize blouse
the knitted wear
or the long sleeve
hmph..
yes and accessories.
DIEDED
its one week to new year
and i have no time to go shopping at all
i still need to study for btts
and help up at home
urgh

btts is a goner
when you hear so many ppl failing btts
it sounds even scarier
and i haven really been putting much effort into it
just started doing e trials today
hopefully i can pass
if not i will be THE laughing stock in the family for the new year

ntu and other institutions have been sending stuff over for university courses
the more they send
the more worried i get
urgh
i really think i wont be able to make it
its like
everyone is aiming for 3 A's
of cuz i am not
i just hope i can get two??
its that too much
of course with my results
when will it even be my turn
ciaos-

stomach flu

2009-01-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

just recovered from..
excessive vomiting and fever.

gosh.
what ever you wanna call it
food posioning, stomach flu, gastric.
i just dont like vomiting.
why cant some one just make every thing become diahrrea
i prefer it that way.
vomiting is just horrible when you always feel like puking
but it just wont come out
=.=
yes.. its horrible
that dizzyness, that headache that puking feeling.

at least its over.
and the stupid medicine has side effects on me!!!
bad i cant breath-ness after eating it
GOSHHHH

urgh
and yes
i am grieving over my breaking dawn
yes! like what i have guessed!
its sold out
last copies yst. and yes i went today
cool hur
as always
i am the suay-ness creature on earth
its breaking my sunset.

went to register for jap classes with mandy and xw today
WOW . its at orchard
bet its goin to be FUN and tough
hopefully i can get through it though
my first ever thing that i want to accomplish!

when all else fails

2009-01-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

when all else fails, depend on yourself

maybe being too observant is something really bad
really really painful
because at the end of the day
it will just bring you harm when you have such a high expectation for everything and everyone
that if they dont deliver
your whole world crashes

mayday concert

2009-01-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

okay it maybe abit late
but sunday's mayday outdoor concert was really cool
despite all the HOT sweaty weather and the not really nice security guard ( okay yes i know its her job). we managed to meet up with shioeer and gang up near the front of the queue and stood like what? ard 10 rows in front of the middle stage
cool hur
okay but after that we were all complaining abt deafness in the ears
yes its FREAKIN LOUD!
but it was REALLY HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH
and mayday really have that trick of interacting with audiences
damn cool
LIN YOU JIA xian shen do something in your concert hur~ hahaha xP

ne way
the guitar solos from each singer member was really GREAT
and i got to see it LIVE smack in my face
yes without the screen projector
thats how near it was
even the replacement for the drummer was really talented and rocking the house
POWER was all i can say abt the music
especially you see the whole band jumping about and nodding with the music
and when they jump together as a whole band, that unitedness
PLUS influencing the WHOLE CROWD to jump together and wave their lightsticks and hands
WOW

yes i was one of them of cuz
=D
okay except for the countless of jumpings
i had to skip it and act like i was jumping by movin my legs up and down
HEH.. apparently that bag of mine was too heavy to even allow ne more phyiscal intereaction

oh yea
another fact
going to this kind of outdoor concert makes you lose like 1 kg per day??
like seriously
the queueing since the afternoon foodless
plus the arm straining waving of lightsticks feverishly
plus the standing and jumpin and just shakin to the music
HAHAHA yes
a totaly enjoyment when you are actually exercising ya?

any way
at the end of the day
i would crown mayday as the top band in asian music scene
like DUH

one another side of the note
i am finally getting used to my hair
like slightly
still abit afraid to stare at myself in the mirror
especially those gold strits
but yes.. as the color die down alittle
i see a glimpse of light near the end of the tunnel of horror
its that unique look
though i still think its really LOUD and all
esp when you know that this year's hair color theme is NATURAL
its just me =)

start of the new year

2009-01-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

okay its the start of the new year
and the new resolution of the year is not to follow any resolution that i have came up with
apparently, resolutions dont ever seem to work. furthermore, it just makes you sadder!
arghhh

i miss twilight !!!
x(
hopefully i will get to watch it nxt week AGAIN
yes.. i am crazy

anyways
this will be the last day where my hair will be hopefully
whitish black red and brown
hurhurs
you know what i mean ya?
hopefully it turns up well
x)

change

2008-12-25T01:12:00.001+08:00

the world is not changing
it is you who is changing
and on the way change the world revolving around you

how true

work AGAIN

2008-12-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

its back to work
bleah

things that i am happy abt
- more money to shop
- lava lamps =D
p.s i shld really take a photo of my DA CHANG ( big intestine)
yes that what i call one of my lava lamps due to its resemblance to the big intestine at some point in time
- i hope i am goin to paint my room
- driving test

argh
work has been.. getting even harder to past by the day??
accordin to them i am still TOO FAST
x/
i dunno what to do!!!! help
i am falling aslp in office and have to walk ard every 30 mins to relieve my self frm that toture
ouch.
what a pain
oh wells
its the money thats impt right
but at least i got my driving theory test date settled
whether anot i can even enter a car depends on that!

things to be done:
- BEAN BAG
- FRENCH CLASS
- YOGA CLASS
- TEACH TUTION

and of cuz MORE TRAVELLING!!!!
SCREAMS

twilight sneak

2008-12-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

went to watch twilight sneaks with shioeer and all
it was.. hmph i will say great?
but i expected more
in the sense that the way they filmed the whole thing
was rather not like a movie? or maybe it was me!
HAHAHAHA
its quite cool like telling a story and all
maybe it was because there wasnt subtitles.. so it doesnt feel like a movie
and its DIGITAL
clear and all
but the way she filmed it
it was quite mysterious and all

of cuz my favourite part was the PROM!!
with my NEW FOUND fav song

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine

ne way
i will be catchin it once again with JAS!! as promised
so if ne one wanna catch it with us .. yup hop on the wagon =D
and yes. DEAREST JAS will be back at 12 am tonight
WEEE finally
got lots to talk abt ya?

and continuing with my twilight drools
the ohh so lovely part to not miss is AGAIN PROM dance
so sweet
the action part aka the fightin scene was good
i would say..
and of cuz love the lines.. though sometimes i couldnt really catch it
HAHAHAHA
shiitttt
thats why i say they shld include subtitles right!!

plus!
that allison bf.. shit i cant rmb his name!!!
with BIG EYES@
yes that dude is cute!
not denying that edward isnt that bad
but ya.. haha since everyone goes gaga over him.
we shld be unique right

oh!
and the whole BIG cinema that i guess could have filled hundreds of ppl.. near thousand?
that big shaw cinema yes.. was filled with ppl screaming and drooling over edward
so funny
like when they first showed him
everyone scream
and of cuz me and gang LAUGH it off
really quite ridiculous

oh wells
the irritating part was!!
that freakin two ang mohs behind us who keeps kicking my chair!!!
ARGHHH
the whole time i was like tryin to lean forward
fortunately i am rewatchin the movie
CRIES

p.s
that eric guy?? yes he looks like wang ren fu from 5566
which set us laughin like nuts each time we saw him
look out yea!

so guys
please look out for twilight
and!!!
yes i have only watched two movies since exams ended
SO WHATS THE WAIT
ask me to watch a movie!!
the nxt movie i am thinking would be
ANGUS THONG and perfect snogging
looks funny!!! okay abit of a chick flick
but hey! after working i seriously think we all need that laugh

working 2 weeks

2008-12-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

okay .. its goin to be the 3rd week of my work experience
hmphhhh
law sounds painful
the stuff that i have to read is really BLEAHHH
but i mean of cuz reading legal stuff is interesting
like see what kind of stuff they fight for and all
and how this law is being offended bla bla bla
HAHA

okay
other than that
it was pretty much of a sai kang warrior job
and i still dont understand y they keep saying i do too fast
like errr.. okay . i am trying to fill in the blanks REALLY slowly
and WRITE really slowly
but .. and i really think its REALLY SLOW till i am falling aslp
i have to keep visiting my mum today cuz my partner in email entertainment isnt here today
ARGHHH
please who ever is reading this. do drop me MORE emails during office hours
so that i wont be bored to death

i have no one to talk to
only partitions to stare at and constantly hearing out for footsteps so that i wont get caught doing stuff that i am not surpose to do
ooo.. i didnt know that xP

oh wells
i guess office politics dont apply to me
since i practically dont talk but listen to ppl ( psss it means eavedropping.. thats my new fotre)
and of cuz laugh at their convo at times.. muhahahaha xP
but hey.. i sort of get the hang of not to tell others your stuff .. it can bring you.. harm in the future you know
tsk tsk tsk...
oh wells
maybe that isnt something you need to learn in offices..
you get what i mean

okay
i got to go slp
its 12am and i am half dead from a brain draining day
brainless but draining.
tomorrow is call putting in your letters into the envelope day
i shall SLOWLY put it . hmph
2000 plus letters in 1 day .. YIPPIE
sounds like great fun

twilight opens tml. for sneaks and
of cuz yoga trick concert sales open tomorrow
all the best for SALES =)

work

2008-12-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my first day working
was looking forward..
some how its the first time i will be earning my own money =)
thats definitely exciting

argh
but i realise
work can be repetitive and tiring after a long day of doing the same stuff
its like school ?
but i think time passes SO MUCH faster at work
okay this is good of cuz earn easy cash
rofl

oh wells
first days arent good at all
you actually have to spend lots of time STONING at the wall
because nothing much is prepared for you
so i had to wait and stone for like a whole morning
patetic enough to even find the boss for work to do
WOWW
wonderful girl

oh wells
at least in the afternoon they decided to give me some work rather then reading more papers.
painful experience that is .
reading tons of things that you have no clue what's it talking about
learnt some stuff here and there
but its just repetitive
you will start to really understand y adults tend to be stm
repetitive jobs that become kind of cyclical and boring
makes you not think
or maybe its just me.
like how i predict
i dont really think i will suit a desk job
but of cuz thats ideally .
arghh

tomorrow it is clearing more cases
and of cuz the all time waiting french dinner at is going to cost me like more than 50?

twilight-ed

2008-11-24T02:32:00.000+08:00

so what have you been living for all this while?

twilight

2008-11-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

twilight-ed

hahaha

it is really quite hilarious

to think that i am actually reading books( story books)

right after my exams.

yea.. sick right..

i mean its kind of ironic to even want to touch a book after so many months of loathing to read notes and all

but hey .. i like reading story books, i just dont like BOOKS ( textbooks)

any way

yst i was thinking, hey since i wanted to watch twilight so mind as well get the book to read right

books are always nicer to read than watching a movie if you get what i mean

and yes

i would definitely recommend twilight

since it was so good and interesting that i STAYED up reading the whole night till 730 am this morning .. and yes i haven finished it but its finishing !!!! HURRAYYY

i cant wait till the ending

but i have the feeling she should just become a vamp too so that they could be TOGETHER forever.thats my idea of a happy ending?

i would say i like the way she phrases stuff.. especially those descriptive sentences and well the way she writes mainly i guess because i have never been a descriptive writer?

my vocabulary is ALWAYS so limited so yup. haha

plus! its a ..dark romance story.. kind of sad kind of mysterious and magical. typical stories that i like..xP

so ya.. i sure KEEP ON READING THEN cant stop!!!! and of course i will purchase the next few books in this series. haha.

I CANT WAIT FOR THE MOVIE

i am BACK

2008-11-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

yes yes
exams are OVER
i hope i dont need to study for another AT LEAST 7 mths ?

oh wells
life is...
EMPTY
most of the past few days
i sat at home stoning
okay more of like
flipping the tv channels and found it BORING
i mean when you have something to do
you find that EVEN the most boring tv channel can entertain you
and when you have nothing else better to do
watching tv can be the most boring thing on earth to do

next i CLEAN my whole room
i mean ALMOST!
haha i am near there.. okay i should say HALF WAY at least
my room is WAY cleaner then before.
its like preparing for chinese new year despite it being 3 mths earlier?
and ya, i am prepared for the BIG renovation

yes and of course
not missing out is the sitting in front of the comp and find people to talk to
at least i didnt do quite alot of it
HEHE

instead
i spent my time this afternoon doing my resume , although its quite disastrous
and of course SHOPPING
at the end of the BIG exams
after months of OMGG i have nothing to wear tomorrow
i bought 3 shirts yesterday
not alot
but alright to survive for the next couple of days before that next spree

alrighty!
the all so happy/ empty life of a child who have just finish a major exam

its been so long

2008-08-28T23:13:00.004+08:00

its been a while since i last blogged.

many things happened and passed by

been thinking alot

i think i am nearing there

i think that i am losing it

my friends has become strangers in my life

i have been thinking

has any one really understood me

has any one ever showed that they care

has any one even bothered

well

i guess not

i guess everyone is so busy with their own business to even care

maybe what ever you have believe was me

was never me

it was something you assume to be

what you assume and what you want me to be

maybe you are disappointed with me

but then i want to say

i am more disappointed with myself

i am more disappointed with you

all of you

maybe you think its an obsession

maybe you think i have reach the point of no return

but to me

it was a realisation of what i really have aspired to be

that attitude that belief which i hold so strongly

the only thing i hope is that

i am wrong this time

because if i am right

this is the point of no return

this is where i aspire to live in:

been looking at lots of these photos.. inspiring eh?

yup it is. how beautiful the other side of the world can be

2008-07-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

and i am super proud of this work

when they have abandon me

2008-07-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

when all have abandon me
who do i turn to?

when you who do not trust me.
who do not understand me
how much can you ask from me
any more.

whats left of our friendship
i wonder.
how far can we do
can we still lead that same old relationship
or do we like them face tension

on the lighter note.
the special guest is coming soon
maybe that is my only hope

as that heart shatters.
nothing is left of this

so whats friend for

2008-07-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

the true meaning of it
i have yet to discover.
i guess
like what mrs koh has said before,
there are so many hi bye friends in our lives
but finding that "best" friend can be really hard
if you have found yours well then you are REALLY REALLY REALLY LUCKY
if you have 2
wow.
i wish you can share with me xP

best friends arent just friends with a common interest
thats another type of friend
there are also acquaintance aka hi bye friends
ya WE ALL HAVE MANY dont we.

maybe with my character
i may never find one after all
all that have been bottled in me
all that

i have yet to learn to trust a person fully
i have yet to learn to share my secrets with people
i have yet to learn to share my perspective with others.

so what kind of friend do you see me as?
when i am in pain
i dont know who to share it with
when i am filled with happiness
i dont know who to tell
when i am in trouble
i keep my mouth shut and smile my way through
when i am in sorrow
no one sees it

am i such of no existence in others life.

CURSE AND SWEAR!!

2008-07-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

argh
pissed!!!!
really pissed!!!

really really pissed!!!

am i really that slow.
i was quite firm the first time!!but den.. i cldnt get the hold of particulars!!!!
wth..
wth wth wth ..
i can type that a million times
thats how angry i was i am
i cant be that slow!!!!
okay maybe =((
today's qn was easy okay
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

sobing sobing
is that really my suayness
maybe?
aarrgghhhh i wanna scratch my head and pull my hair till it drops.
x(

okay on the only happy note
exams finally ended.
spells. time to relax ABIT finally
but there is still that one thing in the end that i am aiming for

p.s i think i am going crazy
save me
save me from this world that i dont wanna get out of

its better to stay this way?

2008-06-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

rofl
while others have finished their exams
i have my H1 on WED!!
havent even started studying
i am already in my hols mood
HOW CAN
okay HECKED

such a horrible week
okay hols is HORRIBLE TOO
studying , slacking what ever you call it.
just wasted my life for that 1 mth
gees.

i cant wait for freedom!
i mean wed.. when exams is over for A WHILE
then here goes . A LEVELS
i am not even PREPARED FOR IT
WOW. how surprise i am.

maybe?
maybe happiness and sadness is just one line apart
just like sanity and insanity.
so how do you define such terms

to love or to hate its a question
i can never answer that
i will never want to answer that

thinking thinking thinking

2008-06-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

SECOND POST!
too many thoughts going in..

its time to let this go
shldnt i
i have nvr shared it with any one
not that kind of person
maybe you think i am
haha
i wont..
because this is part of me
part of the memory in my life that goes down

this is the millionth time i have said it
let it go...
arghhh
i never may will
its sweet
its bitter
its full of question marks.
so is this ?????????

me myself and I

2008-06-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

say that i am confident.
say that i am not
say that i am prideful
say that i am not

so who is this you are talking to?

i dont like it when ppl oppose to my thinking
prideful?
yea. i am
i am stubborn
i do listen
but i have my way of thinking, esp when i think i am right
i think I AM RIGHT
i mean everyone does things differently
so try not to lecture me too much
I BITE

confident
maybe not
i have no confidence with myself.
wish i had the courage
the self esteem to fight that unknown thingy out there
say NO

what so ever much things i do
i dont think i can pass my exams
i never will
okay maybe i didnt do much
but i know i can do the sums in the revision
i just CANT DO EXAMS QUESTIONS
i really dont know y
can you help me?

everything is so...
so... bleah out there
why cant we be more...
why cant i be more....
we all need a heart detector.
detect what we are thinking in our hearts
arrrgghhhh

your mysterious guest

2008-06-11T01:51:00.003+08:00

finally changed my blogskin.
simple is still the word to use

being busy... STUDYING?
you can say so.. but i have been slackin alot
if you see my to do list each day..haha WONDERFUL...
big lag time
chem which has always been my weakest sub..might be making more sense..
but i have yet LOTS TO CATCH UP.
arghh..
math..i dunno still no confidence i guess
i can only do math with the ans beside me
even if thats my strongest topic.
and econs hasnt been a smooth journey esp now when i am tryin to spend more time with my beloved chem and math and more tv. =(

okay STUDY STUDY STUDY.
all this will pay off at the end of the year
when i can finally take a break and hopefully the last time i will see any of these weird numbers, equations, formulae staring at me.
YUCK

just sort of finish watching tai wang sa shin gi(太王四神記)

ost is DAMN nice.. i was shock that it was composed by joe hisaishi
SURPRISE SURPRISE..a korean drama composed by a famous jap composer and sang by world famous korean band dbsk. WOW.
definitely going to hit the world BIG

didnt know i can like a korean drama that nice.
and ejiah is really PRETTY PRETTY>> love her hair.
this will be the third korean drama which i finished..
most of them were just TOO DRAGGY to cont watchin..
rawr.

and last but not least.
YOGA first SOLO ALBUM.
a must have
no dl-ing
no ripping
no sharing.
this is the new policy.=D
its not being selfish or what, but its really worth it to buy for $20
what ever you guys say.
please spare a thought, everyone will feel that there are things that are worthy to buy.
and i would say that this cd is really a must buy. cuz the songs inside are worth it, not the person not the looks but the songs... no matter what you all say thats cuz i have 'too much money to spare'... it isnt true.
just that i know what i want and whats worth that money.

Shen Mi Jia Bin 神秘嘉賓 - Yoga Lin You Jia 林宥嘉
so please. do buy the cd
and not just RIP it off from some one else
i would say
the whole album is worth listening one time, you will discover many surprises
the style of music might not be the same old ballades that many like.. what i would call '口水歌'
but do listen to the CD with a open minded heart , listen to a wider range of music.
=D

june hols

2008-05-30T22:24:00.003+08:00

omg
its been SO LONG since i blogged
so much has happen in this 4 mths
like lets recap
- the SAS esplanade concert
- BT1 =(
- dearest yingen (aka my niece) born =D
- our own may 18th concert

WOW what a blast
and now i am surpose to be PREPARING for bt 2
=.=
studying hasnt been breeze for me
i mean it has nvr been one
but lets try to make the best out of it
new methods of studying??

oh wells
that stupid second of ignorance
the urge to go online just now
the stupidness NOT TO GO CHECK MY MAIL YST !!!
while i was busy worrying y i haven receive any thing
i DID!! just that i didnt open my mail
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
really pissed pissed pissed
i can type it out in the whole post
omgGGGGGG
stupid stupid stupid stupid me!!!
what i have i done
when i am SO SO SO SO SO looking forward to it since like
WHEEEEENNNN
i freaking miss the dateline
thinking oh day say its may 30th end
i didnt realise there was a thing call at 2pm!!
guess what time issit now that i realise there was a time quota
10pm
great
now everyone can rejoice while i go hide in my room in my bed

oh wells here are some songs to TRY to cheer me up before june 3rd comes
Bo Le 伯樂 (full CD version) - Yoga Lin You Jia 林宥嘉

oh ya i was watching shindo- a jap piano movie in the afternoon
okay start scolding me
i didnt do any thing at all today at home
kept watching movie
and now mourning over the lost of my 3 beloved.
but shindo is really nice
teaching us how to appreciate what we have in life
dont compare what you dont have to others and of cause that lovely piano piece
so yes if by chance you get hold of the movie
DO WATCH IT

a ripple song -uta- -

that was before everything went wrong

2008-02-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

its been a while since i blogged
its a busy busy term
with the new p
we are having revision tests everyweek
good ?
but exhausting
its just too TIGHT?
and taxing
phewh.
jiayou jia you

i have been thinking of studying overseas
maybe its something i have always looked forward to
maybe like i say i need to change a new environment
there are just so many things here that i wanna let go of right now
and may be its partly because the course i wanna take cant really be done in sg?
or more of like no future in singapore
but oh wells
there are like MONEY FACTORS and all
die

sometimes
its easier not to think so much
its easier not to know so much
lets all try to deafen our ears to the world around us
and to the next day , we rejoice

alone

2008-02-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

lol i finally went 'shopping' with myself today
first time in my life?
first BIG step i have ever take
you may think that thats silly
but to me its a great improvement
because i hate going out alone
i can starve the whole day and not even step out of the hse to buy stuff
i hate to be stared at
esp when you are alone
eating shopping
but i did it today.

oh wells
although it wasnt a long shop thingy
but i did it
and i thought it was fine
spells that there will be more if it soon ?
since i am always alone
its a good thing i guess?

what ever it is
seems like it will stay like this for a while?
and buying things is just therapy to me.
went to buy my ipod case finally.
okay the screen protecter sucks shldnt have tear it off
but oh wells
the case is NICE NICE AND NICE
i am just afraid that i might scratch my poor ipod at the back

and i am some what motivated to start doing extra prac for subs
but i have no mood to do so
GEE wat contradicting points.

find comfort in your own self.

2008-01-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

lets embrace sober together.
lets live in an isolated world where no body can ever bother you
i like the sound of that
sounds emo?
but it seems like there is nothing in my life that seems to be joyous

well
every one seems to be lookin forward to something
maybe not for me
i wake up each day feeling happy? no i feel nothing
i look forward to school each day to see my frens?
maybe not
i dont wish to go to school
all i want is to sit at home and face the walls of my room
despite the state of it
i guess they maybe cleaner then ppl out there
i have nothing to look forward to
just like any walkin corpse
i live life like what others want me to

sometimes i wonder
being able to talk to myself seems like a good thing
at least i can be a better listener to myself
say that i am selfish
cause i dont give a damn
lets all just be eccentric ppl and talk to ourselves
maybe then no one will be unhappy
everyone will like your own company

lets cry for hurray!
cause we are all going down
down and down.

this sucks. =(

2008-01-06T00:06:00.001+08:00

yet another disheartening day.
i guess we cant please everyone
i guess i am just abit over piled up with things to do
i guess i am just irritating.

everyone seems to be studying
i am tryin
but i just cant seem to put my heart into it =(
i dont noe where to start from in the first place.
guidance ...
well what ever

time management doesnt seem to apply to me
i get exhausted so easily
at the end of the day
when i finally head home
all i can think of is just stoning and slacking and SLEEP
i seems to me now that how i try to forget abt everything is just to get stuff to eat
my family is goin to accompany eat supper lol
just cause i drank only soyabean drink and a bread at 6 till now
i wasnt really hungry
but i just feel like eating
sounds like a de stressing method?
i guess so?
so what do i really want to do
i am just so mentally drained to even think
i feel so shit-ified
lets all just get sick
lets just run away from reality
and not face the music

i know i just dont want to do it
i am just lying to my self.
so at the end of it
who am i really?

a new year 2008

2008-01-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

a new year
a new beginning
OR ISSIT SO??

but any way
the school term has start
and its busy from the start
all those practices coming
all those hmwk
all those MOCK TESTS
all thost EXAMS
ARR
driving us poor students crazy

okay lets not talk abt HMWK!!
at least i did like most of it? okay la
to be truthful most of the OTHER stuff
other den maths
its really .. bad =(
for the 17th year of my life okay change
18th year of my life
i think i haven completed my hols hmwk before
is that SAD or whaT?
oops!!

oh
another random thing
just receive email that i have to bring some childhood photo to sch tml?
yea i bet like most ppl wont bring
cuz not everyone will check email everyday?
i didnt even wanna come online
luckily i did
if not i will get screwed?
since she doesnt like me
but ar.. okay whatever
but ne way ... i was lookin thru those DUSTY photos
lol
the past and the present
wow
i finally understand why adults like to say
i wish i was still a kid
like LITERALLY
not like STUDENT
sorry
i nvr wanted to be one
i wanna be a kid like 4 5 6?
okay even 1 2 3
ar.
those memories. GREAT
we wont get ne ... super horrible scoldings frm parents and all
and every one goes GAGA over you. AR.=(
how we all wish we were kid.
so ..
in the end.. i didnt wanna take some photos.
which i noe if i take out
i will misplace it
YEA MAN
its for me to keep FOREVER AND EVER!

i found THIS. LOVES

2008-01-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

bei ying- yoga

2007-12-18T02:58:00.001+08:00

i love this song!!!
ar
i seriously wanna get the cd cuz of this song.. issit stupid? but the way he sang it.. it really touches my heart. okay fine

you can say what ever he sings touches me. but this song.. its really nice.. the super low voice at the beginning and the chorus. nicely delivered.. close your eyes and listen to it. love it .
LOVE YOGA

三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
He......
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
林宥嘉-背影

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意

stories and more

2007-12-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

we just came back from malaysia.
hooray!!
some shopping spree
bought 2 new shirts
1 shorts
1 nike bottle
1 nike socks
1 'voodoo doll' charm
1 esprit RED pouch
1 pair of converse shoes
1 pair of slippers
2 bags

and 2 cds...

something like that
COOL HUR
but my mum is threatening not to get ne thing for new year
HOW CAN
its just plain shirts.
=.=

band camp was fruitful too
although it was frightening since old man came
and we had to do SOLOS
wow.
sucks
i screwed up quite a bit
but i dun CARE
at least it is OVER
but it made me wanna learn new songs
XD
i mean for my self
and we slpt real late EVERY day
haix
EYE BAGS!!!!
i haven had a good slp ever since. i dunno
the last time i was sick? and took 2 days MC
wa
i am prayin hard i will have it soon
i really wanna have a big REST
i need it

AR
xing guang 4 some came
haha
my yoga and of course peter pan.
haha
YOGA IS LOVE
super cute with those eyes
MANDY! thanks so much for accompanying me
haha
arrrr
he is just so..
PRO at his singing dont you agree
and just so cute .. BIG EYES
haha
some thing that i lack. OOPS
and cause of him ...and the cookies hai wo
jing zhang till i didnt really get to SEE pan pan clearly
AR sad. =(
ne way
i really am happy that i can go that session and get to see him sing REAL LIFE
thats love to me
and thats already enuff
thanks XD

just watch ru guo ai just now at home
its super nice
ar those singings.. GEE
i am so hunting for their ost
HAHA
and what they say
really are nice
those lyrics in the songs
and the muse saying abt philosophy
how people go in and out of your life
how ppl hope to be co-leads in your life
but in the end they might just be non existence
wow.
those are really ... nice
perhaps love. NICE!!! its a must watch

aint involved

2007-11-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

aint involve in other stories

it isnt happening
and it nvr will
i live in my own world
so stop bothering me

involving in other ppl's business isnt my fotre
and it nvr will
i am my only true mate

for the remedy truly lies in your voice

so stop bothering with such crap
cuz i wont compromise
and i wont admit defeat

not very one enjoys such limelights
i dont for one
doesnt mean you like to enjoy such love and tender
i will
cuz i dont
so just leave me alone in my own crazy world
and let the world pass by me like that

endless thoughts

2007-11-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

there are alot of things thats going through my mind right now.
have been thinking alot
have been commenting too much
haven been VERY happenings for the pass few weeks
its time to stay real low low and low.

the word tolerance can mean alot
maybe we just dont noe how much we can take it
i just think we all need a rest
a huge huge rest
after that
i think
i will be much better
all i want to do now
is to take a break
to go some where far away frm singapore.
for 1mth
i will be happy
so will you

some times
its call i wanna run away from reality
but i just want to do it
lets not face the truth
lets not face misery
lets not face reality
lets not face our true self

life will be much happier
say hello to happy ever after

i am only an illusion in your dream
and you are only alive in my dreams.

everyone has his own story to tell

2007-11-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

everyone has his own story to tell - nov 15th

dont you?
every one has his own little secret some where deep down in his heart that he will nvr share with ne one.
do you?

i seemed to be into quotes nowadays..
have been thinking of having a book
den everyday write the everyday quotes.
quite cool.
=D
but i think i will run out of it
most of the time i like to take my quotes frm songs and all
its pretty fun
I LIKE TO QUOTE frm meaningful lyrics

i am into mary jane's lyrics nowadays.
its really.. very APPLICABLE
makes us all feel like crying

mary jane by the click five

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
and the somethin' that you said about being friends
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
the situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
would you catch me if I had to fall
would you even find the time for that at all
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

cause time has taken back
everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

could it be
nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
oh whatever happened to
ooh ooh
mary jane

i guess i am slowly losing th passion for band

its not just abt making music ne more i guess. there are alot of other issues and factors that makes up a whole band. but what is happening makes music sounds distorted or even worst noise.

can we really be the same any more. can we?

YOGA IS LOVE.

jay's new album

2007-11-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

i really like cai hong. the mv is freaking sad. he IS a good director. i really salute him.

i guess there are many things in life that i have to succumb to.
at times i dunno if i had made the right choice, at times i really wanna give up everything.
at times i really need some one by my side to listen to my many ramblings

i live by my principles.
this is who i am.
you either accept me or not.
DONT JUDGE ME.

the many ramblings

2007-11-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

its all abt pw pw and more pw
although op is finally over
we still have something call i&r
its terrible
blah
and my wonderful teacher is so lazy to mark mine
bleah
when you are askin us how much effort we shld put in since its our A lvl subject
have you ever wonder how much you are paid to mark it
have you even tried to find time
when adults say we are always complaining saying we are busy giving so much excuses
have they ever try to apply it to them
have they ever manage their time properly
have they?
dont tell me things that you cant manage yourself
cuz i wont believe you
and i wont respect you

i guess i am a person that believes in principles greatly
i dun like ppl who makes empty promises
i dun like ppl who breaks promises
i dun like ppl who preaches and not do what ever they preach
i hate them
this is something that i really have a strong faith in

i guess
like xt
i am my own audience
i listen to the music i play
i dont care if other ppl are listening
because this is who i am
i appreciate my own way of playing
who cares if i am 'playing to the ants'
if i am happy
its okay.

i have the sudden urge to hear stars these few days
i guess it is something in my life that i will never forget
sometimes i wonder
looking at you
makes me wonder y i came to this school
seriously
it sets me thinking
real hard
the belonging to this place
is getting faint
really faint.

cause it shldnt mean ne thing to me ne way

2007-10-23T22:52:00.001+08:00

okay
school is ending
everyone lets cheer
but before that we still HAVE to study chi AND pw.
shits
i hate it
there is nothing nice abt both of them

sometimes i wonder
if it still meant something
with love
i only wish for the very best

and the very best
is not to be ne where den millions of distance away
that maybe the best choice

sometimes i wonder
if i really made the right choice
is this really what i am
is this really what i want
is this really really the right choice

all i can say is
these doesnt seem quite right
its not who i want myself to be
its not who i used to be
i missed my old self

come to come back again
was i ever what i persist myself to be?
life just doesnt seem quite right
its far frm fantasies
who ever says that life can be beautiful
are just a bunch of deceiving fools.

rawrs

2007-10-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

sicked for two days. i mean. TAKE mc for 2 days
still in the process of 'sicking' lol
no la better le
only coughs at random times.

but i guess i really need that break after exams
i mean COME ON
sch dont give us that benefit of a break cuz we are PW-ing
WOW fun

was down with flu and 'sore throat'
RAWR

ne way
i enjoyed the break i have
its wonderful
but apparently when i go band today
i became alittle
CRAZY?
talk to much
i say.. i guess i am just abit deprived of speakin to any one for the past two days
so abit hyper
but i am TIRED

its the grey patch
my sound sounds like shit
i am i guess i might be over paranoid abt my tone quality
but ya. i am VERY particular abt it
though most of the time i can only manage a tiny 'i am happy with it ' sound for a while
today was HORRIGIBLE
totally i dun noe wat sound is this
oh sick
ne way
in the end i was so MALU-ATED
guilty plus more guilty plus many more i am SORRY

i say
i really enjoy every moment in sab
but i really really really suck like shit
how am i surpose to accomplish so many things
how how how.
in the first place my rank points isnt great
i am surpose to spend time during the dec hols to find tut. and work hard
cuz at the rate i am goin
i might not even scrap thru the first block test
SADLY

lip hurts
teeth rotting.
move move move
retainers is a torture.
life is a HORRID

and even more sadly
WE HAVE SOMETHING CALL PW
deprive us from whatever happiness we try to have in life

lin you jia

2007-10-15T00:17:00.001+08:00

he is my fav singer now. appreciate him. love him! cuz he is just too adorable. EVEN joanna think so XD

xing guang bang!

2007-10-07T02:09:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER

its the excitement

the relief

the sadness

the exhaustion

and the scared feeling

seriously

hearing how the rest have done well for the papers makes me worry ALOT and i mean ALOT ALOT

i really just wanna pass my promos

what ever ppl say

what ever they say

i am too i am too

but how many ppl really needs to worry when they are doing all so WELL

come on man

compare

when you score 18 for ct and 56 for promos

tell me OH i am so scared i will get retained

when you are scoring 11/25 and a person who are scoring 17/25

tell me OH i am so scared i cant pass my promos or overalls

please.

tell me.

the percentage

you can go and count it YOURSELF

the percentage of passing promos are just so... BIG the gap ..

ne way

this is getting me no where.

plus there is another PW to worry abt

some bullshits abt people who cant even give us specific ways to help

and people who are trying all 'NOT HARD ENOUGH'

some shits.

ne way

i am obsessed over

cause they are just too pro

esp YOGA(james)

i just feel that he has a very thick and strong voice la.

come on he is damn emotional and FUNNY TOO outside the competition

you shld watch those lame jokes he said and the yu le's xing guang excerise comp.

super hilarious.

OH and i am hunting for their 2nd ALBUM cause its OUT! super fast hur. . so please if you see it. do help me purchase it.

and i dont mind the 1st album too.

kudos to them

those pro singers.

just inspired and motivated me.

hehe

the start of something new..

2007-08-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

today is the day when everything will start ANEW

hope i can really do it
HOPE SO.

that is
if my flames dont die out
but its near half way thru the wick already.
gee..
gong..

its back to square one

2007-08-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

quote unquote by xt and me

ITS BACK TO SQUARE ONE

and sometimes i wonder
did we even move out of that square in the first place.
but
along this path
we are still glad that we have met some people in life that is worth meeting
RIGHT XT!
ar you know who you are ppl!
ar hmph hmph.
the wear specs ones ar.

ne way
we are about the execute project X
project to stage a rebel
we are sick and tired of everything that YOU have done to us
i didnt come here cuz of you you know
gee
thanks
ALL BLACK AND WHITE
i dont do things just to get treated as a servant please
if you really feel that we are just redundant ppl
and some one of a much lower status that dont deserve to talk to you at all
so be it.
i dont care ne more
its just rubbish to ever think that hey
maybe there will be a miracle

life is not so simple

you disgusting pigs.
what ever we do
we dont get appreciated
then whats the point
there is only 24 hrs aday
and its not enuff for me already
i dont wanna waste my time on stupid pigs.
so ya.
all the best man
becuz WE are goin to break apart
WE are goin to be the ppl eating transparent glass
WE are goin to be THEY
you can go be the WE your selves.

stupid slacker. PROMOS in one mth
and guess what you are doing
STILL ONLINE SLACKING
good job man

i wish to fly out from this cage

2007-08-12T21:57:00.001+08:00

i love the feeling on stage
the happiness of completing song after song
i love combined bands
its the reason y i came here
although its not entirely fulfilled because of some stuff
but i feel wanted at the moment
i feel that i didnt made the wrong choice in that instance
thanks for the opportunity

i just wish life is simplier
without all the jealousy
without all the distance and isolation
its just wanting to laugh at all the silly stuff people do
and get pass which day thinkin about nothing
y cant life be so simple.
lookin at you all just makes me feel speechless.

the happiness yest was long forgotten

i wish to fly
fly up high in the sky
nvr to return

and in this dark silent night
when the world has forgotten about you
just wish yourself a happy bday
its just you you and you yourself alone
rmb that.

i dun want to be a emo kid

2007-08-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

i dont have a choice, you are just cornering me

sometimes
its not because i want to the whining freak
i dont want to be a emo kid
i dont want to be pessimissitic abt life.
and i dont want to throw my temper at ppl

but
i am forced to do so

its just that
why am i so..
so insecure abt this world
this irritating life.
i dont want to do ne thing

sometimes
i only wish if i can stay at home in my whole life
to live in MY own world
i dont mind not doing ne thing at all
i really dont
i dont wanna to think about anything
to deal with any situation
i dont care

just say that i am just tryin to be a child
but dont you think when life is a child
a toddler
all you have to worry is
WHERE IS MY FOOD
and I WANNA SLP
life is just so simple
and when a day to you may seem forever
and when a year may seem ETERNITY
life is so simple

in the end
i was push to a corner
shut from the whole universe
in this small room of my own
left with nothing
no tool
no white flag
no nothing.

sometimes i wonder y did i ever wanna step in this stranger world of mine.

grey sky

2007-07-31T21:37:00.001+08:00

and because the sky is getting greyer by the day
i dont wish the sky to be all black one day

doesnt mean that life have to be like this always
its just how you choose to live it everyday

but what i am doing now
is just lettin the day go by
wasting my time
doing nothing
but frown and grumble
life
can be a misery at times.
and this is the day

and i dunno what i am doing
living this stupid ridiculous life
its a pattern
its a sequence
it wont be out of place
but i am gettin sick of it

life is unfair
why are 'we' so blind
- quoted by the official yam group

its just how life is .
sadly

tong tong bday

2007-07-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TONG TONG!!!!!!!

gee
its the first time in my life that i had help 'organize' such a BIG BDAY surprise
its so ...
INTERESTING AND COOL AND STRESS =) vs =(

ne way
it was still quite fun after all
cuz ya.. it was quite a success in a way la
after what happen these few days
the possibilities that things wldnt run well
last min cork ups
and mistakes and stupidness at its greatest
it turn out QUITE FINE

ne way
today's learnin fest wasnt that bad
get to do and learn interestin stuff
like first impress and JIAO ZI
i am startin to grow to like making stuff
hand made
although i can be quite impatient
gee
but i like it
it was fun!
cuz i love DUMPLINGS AND GUO TIEs probably
and!
i like the taste of vinegar
add quite a fair bit
though i still think it wasnt really enuff
but apparantly ben yeo thinks that my vinegar was TOO MUCH for him
still he ate two of my pretty dumplings
GEE
ne way
we made a ULTRA big one
which was actually quite gross
cuz the thing was so big that
the skin became so thick
sorry la
too big
abit hard to estimate the thickness ar
=P

and i feel so! bad!!
its the first time
till now i haven finish my harry
I STILL LEFT A BIG CHUNK
sucks
and !!!
i haven even watch the movie yet
SUCKER
i am so..
disappointed at my self
for always havin not enuff time
sucks
i tried studyin yst
but one page of geo
and i went to slp
SUCKS
i will read harry todae
and abit of geo probably
SEE YOU GUYS

dance concert-rapture

2007-07-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

was thinkin about last night's dance concert.
ne way
it was really nice and cool
=)
songs are nice and the moves too
the dancers have really train very hard for it
and they deserve the full house =)

people who went there all dressed nicely.
full gear with nice jackets and pants for the guys
and many with make up dress and pretty faces for the girls.
mediacorp was really cool
its the first time i step into the vacinity
and!
the stuff they have there were SWEET

but sometimes i wonder
wonder why people would dress so nicely to a dance concert
den a band concert where ppl just wear like what? slippers and shorts
people dont even bother to dress nicely for it
or shld i say MOST people dont i guess
thats what i ask when i stepped out of the taxi at mediacorp.
maybe it was thet place
or probably it was the people , the atmosphere
I DONT KNOW

it makes me wonder
issit that they do not see the same effort WE put in then the rest
why dont we get full house for one show at tickets priced of 10
when they who have 2 shows selling at ave of 18 dollars
are we just so..
unpopular
we even had to go to the extend of 'pleading' and callin everyone up to buy the tickets
at that point
i really feel insignificant
the amount of effort and time we put in
and the response we get back
while everyone is lookin forward to rap.ture
no one seems to care abt band
no one ever said
I CANT WAIT FOR BAND CONCERT
but ppl do say. oh i cant wait for this year's ......... concert

maybe i am just paranoid
but think of it
do we truly deserve this
or maybe
the school is just so used to us doing well
it doesnt matter ne more
cause no matter what
we 'WILL' still do well in the end
it is just so EXPECTED
while the rest
they will pay so much more attention to their every move
when they get it
the whole school would go down to support
pat on their back
WELL DONE
what we get is just a mere
ya ya.. i know you did well
well done then. attitude.
how deserving
for so much effort we put in
is this what we get back?

my 200th post

2007-07-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

this is my 200th post!!
lol

life still goes on.
i still dont like to go school every morning
cuz have to wake up super early even though i always slp very late
SUCKS

been tryin to catch up with my work.
hope this will help abit.
GEE
i feel so..
dumb
like i really dunno ne single thingy la.
maybe i shld really sit down and do more stuff.

went to town today to shop for band dinner stuff
we went wheelock place first though to see paperchase stuff
lol
quite cool.
ne way
ali and me are so into ice cream recipes
SO TEMPTED TO BUY THE BOOK SIA
looks damn nice
then we walk to shaw house before goin to taka's artfriend
the jap bread shop at the market there sells super nice BREAD!
yummy.,
and we found this bunch of grapes.
at $99.90!!!!!!!!!!
you heard me
$100
SIAO RIGHT!
for a bunch of grapes
though the color of the grapes is damn cool
dark blue
i want to TRY IT
even worst the melon which was prices at 76.90?
siaos.

when to art friend
found all the stuff
WOOHOO
shot glasses at ikea seems CHEAP
and i am so in love with the colored charcoals
AND colorful nice MARKERS!
they just make me wanna buy it la.
and the greetin cards are RIDICULOUS
even ali was dancin to the beat of CHICKEN DANCE
LOL
shld have videotape it down
gee
ne way
we went for another food hunt at the atrium of taka.
that food fest
BOUGHT like a korean fries thingy.
and sampled some nice stuff
COOL HUR
but i feel so sinful
went to goldiva to see some ultra exp chocos.
eek
freakin exp
and after that i came home

ne way
I WANNA BUY THAT MINI MANNEQUIN LA
lol
though its damn exp
hope the band can get it for the band dinner
it links with the theme well
cool hur

today was a fun trip
tml batch watchin harry potter movie
argh
we arent going!! =(
nvm
NXT WEEK IT SHALL BE!!
DO HMWK LA AUNTIE

aint a chnl U ambassador no more!

2007-07-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

I AM NOT A CHNL U AMBASSADOR NE MORE!

still
there is nothin to be proud of
i got a freakin S for my econs
and i did SUPER DUPER badly for my case study
resultin into a sucky results.
plus.
i realise i lack abit of content?
i dont understand y issit so
but YA
apparantly my evaluation was okie.

i got a E for gp
SUCKS
omg
1 more mark to a D la
the weirdest thing is
I PASS MY COMPRE
but not COMPO
omg
so dishardening
most ppl failed compre
but NOT COMPO
but i opposite
EE YERRRR

ne way
clar girls have been into SEVENNIGHT
for this period of time
COOL HUR
we are beginnin to be MORE interested in the songs we play.
we played lots of random songs today.
with benny
although most of the time we COULDNT MAKE IT AT ALL
=(
but WE TRIED =)))
and to us. its sum thing we shld be happy abt
still
IT IS NOT NICE BEING BULLIED BY YOUR STUPID FACE SL

food of the day: bimbimbap. i ate that just now at amk hub
STILL
i am CRAVIN FOR DUMPLING AND KATONGLASKA!!!!
GEEZ

i LOVE eating COLD!! watermelon on a HOT and HUMID day

auroras!

2007-07-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

and we were discussing abt it yst night

guess y i suddenly talk abt it ne way

CUZ I WENT TO SEE xx blog

den i saw the aurora-northern lights

An aurora (plural aurorae/auroras) is an electro-static phenomenon, characterised by a bright glow and caused by the collision of charged particles in the magnetosphere with atoms in the Earth's upper atmosphere.
Auroras are usually observed in the night sky, particularly in the polar zone

Auroras are now known to be caused by the collision of charged particles (ions (+) (-) ) found in the magnetosphere, with atoms in the Earth's upper atmosphere (at altitudes above 80 km). These charged particles are typically energized to levels between 1 and 15 keV and, as they collide with atoms of gases in the atmosphere, the atoms become excited. Shortly afterwards, the atoms emit their gained energy as light (see Fluorescence). Light emitted by the Aurora tends to be dominated by emissions from atomic oxygen, resulting in a greenish glow (at a wavelength of 557.7 nm) and - especially at lower energy levels and at higher altitudes - the dark-red glow (at 630.0 nm of wavelength). Both of these represent forbidden transitions of electrons of atomic oxygen that, in absence of newer collisions, persist for a long time and account for the slow brightening and fading (0.5-1 s) of auroral rays. Many other colors - especially those emitted by atomic and molecular nitrogen (blue and purple, respectively)[1] - can also be observed. These, however, vary much faster and reveal the true dynamic nature of auroras.

COOL HUR

sat: PLAY GAME DAY

2007-07-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

FOOD OF THE DAY: BEEF BALL NOODLE and KIMCHI SOUP!!

oh man
i feel like dying
!!!
so many HMWK YET UNDONE
but i have no motivation at all
=((
i am tryin very hard not to slp in class ne more
and pay more attention
but AM I TOO LATE??
i feel as if.
no one wanna help me.
do they??

ne way
band today was sort of COOL AND FUN
early in the mornin went to practise sevennight =D
GRINS!! i love the piece la
den after that sectionals till ard 11
den we played a round of tonghua to record for msho.
den we played games
although it was DAMN RANDOM
but i guess its surpose to bring us even closer together
some kind of bonding hur.

we played musical chairs
and then a round of captain's ball -splitting into two grps.

musical chair was hilarious.
everyone just want to guard his or her chair
and started to not move
in the end more and more chairs were taken away.
STUPID
geez.
in the end
i dont have chair to sit also
so had to do forfeit.
YUCKS=(
but argh.
after much dilly dallyin and songs selection problems.
it was after all.. okie

captain's ball
we were splited up into 4 grps
grp 2!! yea
we have all the shorties like me!
and the ultra TALLIES!!
hehe
IT IS SO COOL!!
we practically own the game when we have ppl like sky gabr and brandon
COOL SIA!!!
tallies and shorties shld unite~
the ultimate unbeatable.
tallies control air
we control floor
at least i get to touch the ball
not a very very VASE person .

when to meet candy
ate beef ball noodles.
YUM YUM we were all cravin for it.
HEH
den after shoppin for band door gift stuff
head to kallang
WAITED FOR LIKE A MILLION YEARS
we were like ponderin Y THE STUPID BUS SO SLOW!!!
in the end guess what
the frequency of the bus is like 15-30 mins
in the end we waited for ard 20 plus mins la
SIAOS
but hengs the bus ride was fast
like 3 stops??

reach stadium
saw a whole grp of ppl i nvr even see before.
but at least there were some ppl frm our batch
we had a huge gathering
frm like the whole cedar family?
ppl who are like 40 plus years old already have kids and all
to graduates like us
still studying
COOL HUR
took many photos with them!
=D
shall post it up soon
C E D A R!
cedar thats what we are =)

mummy bought a 'rice' toner for me
COOL LUH

i only wish to hide in my blanket

2007-07-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

i only wish to hide in my blanket

sometimes i feel that i am totally being left alone.
no one.
no nothing
just silent
sometimes
i just wanna stay put and be in my own comfort zone
untouched and left alone.

INSENSITIVITY

why is life so hard at times.
lets all just hid behind our blankets.
safe and sound inside.
a little wonder world of our own.
comfy and warmth.

and wonderful gp teacher decided to torture and irritate me again
AS USUAL
give SO many hmwk while contradictin that we are gonna have lesser hmwk frm now on
hell.=(
and i simply have NO MOOD
NO MOOD!!! at all
stupid chem
stupid chi oral
i dont like ne thing to do with lessons.
i dread going sch.

oral was retarded.
i stuttered
AS USUAL
and i said LIKE! omg
like in a chi oral is a big CROSS
and i uttered RUBBISH
a whole lot of RUBBISH
geez.

and p night is coming
I CANT WAIT FOR IT!

sevennight of july. the 3rd year in celebrations

2007-07-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

its the SEVENNIGHTof july

and you know this is impt to me especially
its because of this song.
that got me to know sa band.
mr KFC(G)
the love for greater music
and the passion burning.

i haven miss it.
my 3rd year in celebrations
haha
sound so CHEESY right.
but hey
its a COOL DATE k

In Japan, July the seventh is known as "Tanabata", and a legend exists that a young man and woman, separated by the Milky Way, are only allowed to meet on this night. Festivals are held throughout Japan, to celebrate their re-union. In this piece, the composer has tried through music, to express the romantic legend linked to the summer night sky. The alto saxophone and euphonium solos in the middle of the piece, are intended to depict the man and woman in the legend.

and once again
to relive those moments.

07.07.07.
lol and hong said.mind as well. i shld play the song at 7.07pm sharp
AND I REALLY DID
COOL HUR
=D

NE WAY
todae is liveearth day!! too
I REALLY WORE GREEN OKIE
smiles.
at least i saw quite a few ppl wearing GREEN!!
cool hur
so guys
y wait
FOLLOW and RECOGNISE THE MOVEMENT
liveearth
the concerts for a climate in crisis=)

ne ways
i am like watchin it online instead
found that
ITS WAY BETTER there
cuz mine turn out to be smooth
and not in bits and pieces like the ones on tv
hehe
and I AM WATCHIN MY YANGGUO-xiaoming hehe.
he is SO GOOD LOOKING =P
and HE DOES HAVE A GOOD SOLID VOICE OKIE
nice sound.
good for singing eh =))

and i need to go do hmwk soon. bleahs.
sevennight!!!
its still 1 more hour to the nxt day.
treasure it.
the impact.
the change
the difference.

eek.
i am addicted to H3- manga
DAMN NICE LA
haha
thx huihong.

and sometimes i wonder why

2007-07-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

and sometimes i wonder why
ITS GONNA BE COLOURFUL AGAIN!
lol
i am going to revive it out
color and lyrics.

i really love meaningful lyrics.
AND SONGS
yea=)

ne way
exams are..
okie super bad
i am so not prepared to have high tea with any one at the moment
esp the management ppl in sch
NO WAY
*shrugs
i dunno what to do.
i only can blame my self for SLACKING EXCESSIVELY
while ppl are mugging like mad
sheesh
what will happen????

i really need to pass my ECONS at least
PRETTY PLEASE
thats the only sub that i actually
sort of..
understand?
but firms! eek
i dun really get some graphs
thus.
i dunno
my ans..
bad.?

well
we just have to look forward dont we den!
geez
tml will be a BETTER DAY

hmph
sometimes i start to think abt stupid things
illusions
the so many IF i had did that
IF that really happen
i guess its just foolish
stop it!!
stupid kid
nono
FUNCTIONALLY RETARDED- the new word learnt

but what if everything was different
and there was this chance?
will these be a happy ending?

new zealand trip!

2007-06-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

haha
i know its abit late to post this.

BUT
we have been there done that. and i am proud to part of the grp =)

I LOVE THE WEATHER
I LOVE THE SCENERY
I LOVE THE THINGS I BOUGHT!

haha
because i miss greatsingaporesales in singapore
lets go newzealand to SHOP

but seriously
things there arent really cheap
food are EXP
but in BIG BIG PORTIONS
really

lots of travelling

lots of shopping and more FOOD courts to go

its a shame we dont get to eat REAL FOOD there

the restaurants there certainly look nice

OHOH

i want to stay in the hotel there !!!!

we only get to stay at the hostel

its not that bad actually

kind of clean

compare to the expectation we had before we go

okie la

just that the common kitchen was REALLY patetic. heh=P

we got to go to this park called musik point(park)

COOL HOR

at the.. hm sort of last day there? yup

a nice comfortable and relaxing afternoon before we head for our last performance

i love the scenery there esp!

all the nice water nice trees nice rocks nice cliff

i LOVE every single of them

the weather?

JUST MAGNIFICANT

seeing the amt of ppl and clothes ppl have to take off.

almost stripping to none . =P oops kidding

i mean just taking off jackets once we touch down in singapore

seriously

its hell here and heaven there at the moment

its FREAKING HOT and HUMID

ne way

one great stupid story of me and my stupidness again

i drop my international adaptor down the balcony to some one's else sort of balcony

but cant be taken

WTH

=.=

it was a totally stupid incident

where i place my adaptor on the luggage

i was abt to open it again to cont packing

and down went my adaptor right thru the hole of the balcony fence

can you imagine the shock in my face , the sound it created while falling down

perhaps you might be thinking. heng nvr hit ppl head. ya lo. probably

but at least hor

if hit ppl head ..still can retrieve.mine... FOREVER GONE.

ne way

5 days just zoom pass so QUICKLY

ar. tue .. came back already. and its time to face REALITY

sucks

but hey. i realise .. i love to buy shot glasses.

WTH RIGHT

but its cool. okie. i dun care. but i bought like 6? siaos

going to give out

once i can decide which one i like first

HEHE =P

back home!!

yuck

slept the whole day after that

JET LAG!!

and oh apparently i slack cont everyday

and guess what

so unprepared for ct.

died

and exhausted

my brain cells

certified DEAD. hoho

and i am gonna be dead too nxt week

when the results come out.

yoohoo.=(

we are going to NEWZEALAND

2007-06-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

we are going NEWZEALAND!!!(auckland)
we are going there in less than 24hrs!!
am i excited? yea sort of

i love sitting airplanes
i love taking flights.
i love TAKE OFFS AND LANDINGS

and let me say this again despite sayin a million times already today

I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT WE ARE ACTUALLY FLYING TML!!!!
omg
lol

ya. its evening flight
we will reach sydney the nxt day at ard 5? and reach auckland at 12.
ya.
i counted ard 14 hrs of flight
COOL HUR =P
first time sit so long sure sit till butt pain
some more NOT sia/cathay
eek =(
well. we will know how good is the plane thingy is after the trip
hope its good
if not. life will be MISERABLE for damn long

and
guess what
i haven been really studying man
URHUR
shit.yea
thats the right word.
all the best to me then

p.s
my luggage is damn heavy la!!
so dead. dun understand y issit SO HEAVY
when i pack like.. lesser than ppl already? looks like la.. the way they say how many stuff they brought
i feel so
LOSER-ish Y!!!
despite putting like everything into others bag to lighten my weight
and make space for a patetic tool box
its still weights at an amazing weight of 14kg
COOL HUR
YA RIGHT =(
just hope that it wont be OVERWEIGHT when i come back

another thing to worry
my handcarry
firstly
i cant decide which bag to bring
secondly i am afraid my handcarry might jolly well be overweight too
urgh
esp with my instru i still need to carry.
eesh..

ne way
tata ppl . i will miss you for one week =)
miss me cause i will miss you too
meanwhile study hard!

blood clots

2007-06-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

yuck bloog clots.
DUE TO MY ITCHY HAND
there WAS a blood clot on my face. SO UGLY
i am not VAIN OKIE
if you have one.. not say blood clot(aka blood streaks) on your face but.. just one BIG pimple.
wont you worry for it!! DUH!

and mine. dun even know when it will heal.
SUCKS
didnt even dare to go sch la.
but hey.. i did okie.
just tried to hid my face away frm EVERYONE
erhur.

but hey.
GUESS WHAT
when i woke up todae. ITS HEALED!
HAHAHAHA .. YES MAN
just that that part of the face. is abit reddish..and fresh flesh.
ya.but my face complexion seems to be better overall?
blessing in disguise?? PROBABLY.

and my father had to remind me newzealand is less than a week away.
with all the photos to take? i am not goin to risk my face. =P

ne way
BACK TO STUDYING
shit man
i haven touch much
SERIOUSLY
i am so DEAD
HOW HOW HOW!!
how am i surpose to cramp everything inside my brain
whats with the watching tv..
more tv!!
more SHOPPING
i am going..
NUTS
if i dun get SUSU for ct.
i will be HAPPY

well
i shld get going
STUDY TIME before i feel like slping again
PIG-

pre newzealand

2007-06-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

like joanna

both of us here are SLACKING

-.-

i am seriously in deep shit

oh wells

before i go off studying

i have decided to make full use of the schedule and stuff on new zealand trip by finding details abt it.

the place we are going to stay (abv)

if its really going to be that nice. I AM TOTALLY FINE WITH IT

if not LETS ALL JUST BURN DOWN THE BUILDING!

lol

seirously

me and joanna think it looks kind of .. fake?

apparently the shopping centre looks more promising den it seems.lol

its like the largest shoppin mall i guess

hmph. great

the notebook AND dirty dancing

2007-06-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

omg lol
i am like super slack la
haven been studyin alot
and i am really guilty =(
oh well

anyway
i was like watchin two movies yst
dirtydancin and the notebook
damn nice!!
i love dirtydancin
cuz its HOT AND SEXY
oh well hey. the guy is damn hot okie
and ya. the dancing-sexy
its a good plot to me . well the critics dun seem to like it
but the main leads did quite alot of nice dance moves okie despite not havin basic backgrd

the notebook
eh
not my first time watchin the show
still i love it.
haha even carmen knows i love the show
still rmb the first time i watched it in the plane.
i cried quite badly. lol..WHILE THE PERSON WAS SERVIN ME ICE CREAM
okie thats EMBARRASSING
but who cares. i love the show
and ya
nice romance story
i am so going to buy the novel =)

2 weeks to newzealand trip
i am SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

ne way
i love this quote taken frm the notebook

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds

navy open house 2007

2007-05-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

after a day of so called 'sun tanning' my face is RED AGAIN!!! eek. i realise i will get sun burnt quite easily =(
hate it. it makes me a part time 'anpan-man' oh man. XT!

any way.
sunday . my ever fist trip to the naval base. quite cool eh.
the SHIPS are seriously cool! the weapons and so. well didnt get to see it. but shld be quite advance.
food. well WE GET A BIG SHARE OF IT
it definitely looks good.
and hunks. well. a couple.
p.s THEY DEFINITELY HAVE THE MUSCLES
eh i envy them. esp the divers. NICE LEGS EH =P

ar well
that was my first performance with the altoclar.
not a real bad performance
but NOT GOOD either.
quite a few squeaks here and there.
but well
didnt squeak as much as practises.
oops

went on a boat ride after that
despite all the hot sun the waiting and all
its not bad at all.
quite fun with all the fast speed and some times FRIGHTENING experiences.
cool =))

oh well
being a performer at this kind of event can be quite cool
WE GET TO SEE REAL STARS IN ACTION cool eh.
haha if you know what i mean
we could see them face to face in just a few metres a way in their dressing rooms. =)

boos
i was down with fever again at night.
mum force me to slp at 9?
okie i fall aslp at ard 930 woke up at 1am?
and well this keeps going on till i have to go sch the nxt morning.
so ya. it was COOL slpin early. but thats my daily routine. cant slp soundly all the way =(
but i really LOVE the hols.
ne way i am better now . just headache and throat pain. hope its better

AND i took the blood test today. KILLED ME
can you imagine how much blood the doctor drew out of me!
my arm is still achin abit. ouch!
one whole tube =(
good luck to the rest who needs to take the blood test.

term 2 last week

2007-05-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

its the lethargic week

everyone just feel like slacking

and i mean

EVERYONE

this is quite bad

=(

i am gettin the disease too

not as if i am even working hard in the first place

oops =P

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

i love this quote.

random but yea. COOL

gambatte ppl

well i am in a foul mood

dont bug me

I BITE

GWH - ORGASMIC

2007-05-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

a not so perfect performance.
a GPF factor playing.
a GWH band

we are the ORGASMIC band.
they made audience hearts MELT!!! like ICE CREAM
so cool

the journey to syf was really tiring
some times it can get so fustrating
esp when you know that
hey
its only weeks to syf
YET you still cant perfect and even figure out the freaking notes
it really pisses all of us off
esp when you know that you might every well get kick out of syf cuz you really sucked
you really feel like quiting band

but at the very end of it.
you know that
no matter how much effort you put in
the many days of practise
going for band EVERY SINGLE DAY
esp for the last few weeks.
staying till 8 plus 9 every day in sch for band
reachin home at only 10 every day.
lack of sleep
tryin really hard but still lagging behind for studying.
...
i guess.
this ONCE IN A LIFE TIME MOMENT
can pull every thing off.

its my first and LAST gold with honours.
its my
ONE AND ONLY one too.
of course i will appreciate the moment
the joy and happiness that i am able to shall this joy
with the others.
and tell every one
HEY I AM PART OF THE GWH grp for syf.
the feeling.
SPEECHLESS

i love that special moment
when everyone just jump with happiness cry and what so ever
without even hearing the with honours word announce.
or shld i say
we just jump cause every one was jumping.
but in our hearts
we know that WE'VE GOT IT! YEAH MAN

i know that
at least for band
i didnt make the wrong choice of coming to sa.
because i know that with him . WE SHALL deliver.
THANKS=))

at the end of the SYF journey
i must say
i guess i sort of miss playing the SLOW parts for rasphody in one or another way
miss running those CRAZY fingering for the different figures too.
ar.
rubbish
WE ARE SO GOING TO PLAY IT AGAIN RIGHT! *grins.

and clarinet girls!
WE HAVE FINALLY DONE IT
WONDERFUL JOB
the not say giving up together
havin self sectionals together everyday
the gossiping abt every other ppl.
the eating ice cream! at AMK hub together partners.(eh. lets go soon =) )

I LOVE YOU ALL
and i love the recordings
the clappings.

just wanna say
when we walk done frm the stage
the relieve frm the huge burden finally came off the shoulder.
seeing the crowd clap for us
esp the sps ppl.. its really touching and COOL!

band concert

2007-04-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

28th april .
what a TIRING but AWESOME day

sorry but i am abit! of a country pumpkin
it IS oops.. WAS my first ever real concert.
like 2 hrs plus interval and all
COOL!
my previous concerts or like performances..
they nvr get pass the 1 hr mark i guess.
OH MAN
it makes me such a loser to ppl!! =P

but it was really tiring la.
prac prac and prac in the afternoon frm 2..
by the time it came to the actual concert.
my mouth is tearing apart
i tried to maintain the embosure.
what ever the spelling
but its like
you can feel alot of air coming out
all the long notes are abit of a dying
tone is shitty too
hurs...

but oh wells
i guess
although the concert was abit of a screw up
i guess
MUSIC PART
gimmics was GREAT
DEFINITELY ENTERTAINING!
but i noe i screwed up alot?
relatively
compared to other times la
abit of a lost here and there
it just went BLANK!
but i know every one was entertained and felt great abt the concert!
it was FUN!!
our fairy godfather have also entertain LOTS OF PPL
esp the play play play.. oops. sorry ar.. that part
DAMN FUNNY
alot of ppl thought it was on purpose.
haha

cam whores EVERY WHERE HURS!
damn funny
every one was snapping photos with every other ppl every where in the dressing places
and well
although it was kind of a rush for the concert preparation esp the changing part.
WOW real craziness
it was a GREAT experience.
hope to have another REAL soon!!!
LOVE CLAR SECTION!
and thanks mum for the WONDERFUL BOUQUET OF FLOWERS!
shall post it up soon

TO ALL
THANKS FOR COMING TO THE CONCERT!
HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED IT BECAUSE I HAVE
REALLY THANK YOU ESP THE FLOWERS!
IT MEANT ALOT OF ME!!!! *grins.

when the world came crashing down

2007-04-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

can you believe it.
in one day.
so many things can happen
i hate this.
life is really ... happyyy..hahahaha.

to think i am a not so sad person.
to say this
i feel so weird.
so different
so not me.
i dun understand why.
the word nominal just came into my mind
and if you dun understand. dont bother cause it doesnt matter ne way.

joanna!
i want 1 zillion tubs of snow frost
i want to go amk hub every day.
its really the battle for the end of the world every day.

and i have been thinking of poly.
for no reason
but right after i got my jae posting.
i really felt like it.
hurs.
if i really kana retain
you will know where to find me nxt year.

1.5 more weeks to concert.
and i guess 3 weeks? to syf.
i am still not prepared.
this is horrible.
really horrible.
get me out of syf.
i will only pull every one down.

getting all whinny and work up
sorry guys if i snap at you
its really pissing and fustrating at times.
i am just angry with my self.
and i dun understand why some ppl are just pure.
making me feel so ............
well then
like i say
nominal.
really.
i want to care
i understand how you all feel
but life is unfair.
and the verdict is already there.
accept it and move on.
what ever reasons it is.
i dont wanna care.
i just hate broken promises
i struggled with it once twice . ...
i know how it feels like
and i dun wanna live with it ne more.
so ya.
sorry but its the end of everything.

BAND CAMP 13- 15 april

2007-04-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

firstly
just wanna say that
hey CSB cheer up okie . what ever it is
you all have done your best. and we all know that
the whole hall felt that you all performed well. you all felt that you all perform well
so thats the thing that truely matters!
what ever it is. WORK HARD and JIA YOU for upcoming performances and etc . =)

band camp - 13 to 15 april

practise practise practise.
actually it was kind of cool
because we can even practise in the night till 10 plus?
lol. oh no! i tried playin till like 12 plus like that yst. lol
i mean normally at home we cant even play ne more after 10 or so?
haha
yup
but it was mentally and physically exhausting as well
by the end of this 3 days camp
every one is tired like SHIT =P
can you imagine our schedule..
morning wake up eat. then practise
go for lunch ( food was not bad )
then practise.
go for dinner .
thne practise again
then go bathe then study(depending on what you wann do la) then slp

but hey
at least now i sort of know what we we playing for concert
lol
however my concert pieces are not there yet
can only play -properly for ivanhoe beautynbeast..
er..actually i dun even know what we are playing exactly
this is bad
but hey
i know this is gonna work out man
because we are practising really hard for it
even have gimics .. singing(hurs) and lots of other stuff

my god
i cant believe that nxt week is already our rehearsal.
not even really prepared for concert.
i mean its like hur SO FAST already april ending soon.
it only means that syf is less then a month away.
concert is like nxt nxt week!!
OMG * freak out

ne way
if any of you are interested in coming for the sajc's band concert ( bach to the beat)
PLEASE inform me ASAP because i have to return the tickets stuff by THIS WEEK

actually
i think i am abit crazy
i only slp at ard 5 'today'
because i was 'trying' so hard to study
-.-
but to no avail AS USUAL
hurs.
this is horrible.

was surpose to have sports for life today
but it was sort of cancelled
because no one felt like playing
after we all got into the packing our band files mood.
really engrossed
plus
everyone was so tired out
so it was ... haha GOOD
bleah

and I LOVE MEIJI BLACK(dark) chocolate.
its simply finger licking good. haha =)

i hate pi!!
have to pass up la
haven even do properly yet
CHIONG!
and there are like two tests nxt week some more.
I HATE IT . =(((

SYF 2007 - first day stuff

2007-04-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

syf 2007 . this is what i have compiled so far. if there is any error please tag at my board for the corrections =)

"Kaleidoscope"is the theme for this year's SYF.
Kaleidoscope’ captures the vibrancy of the Singapore Youth Festival: from the energetic performances, to the colourful costumes, to the cultural and ethnic diversity, to the artistry and expression of creative ideas. The SYF is the confluence of these elements through which our youths celebrate and express the joy and pursuit of passion, imagination and dreams.
This year, 150 local secondary schools will be taking part in theCentral Judging of Concert Bandswhich will be held in the Singapore Conference Hall from9-12 April, 16-17 April 9am to 6pm.
The Judging Criteria:
50%
- Technique
-Articulation
-Dynamics
-Rhythm
-Intonation
-Tone

50%
- Musicianship
-Expression
-Interpretation
-Style
-Phrasing
-Balance
-Blend

Awards
Gold with Honours 85% and above
Gold 80% to 84%
Silver 70% to 79%
Bronze 60% to 69%
Certificate of Participation 59% and below

Singapore Youth Festival 2007Central Judging Of Concert Bands(Secondary Schools)Singapore Conference Hall
DAY 1

9 April 2007(Monday)
ORDER OF APPEARANCE
-AM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time
1 Woodlands sec (S) 8.00 8.45 - SILVER sunrise folklore for band
2 Hua Yi sec (S) 8.15 9.00 - SILVER sunrise seventh night of july
3 Tanglin sec (S) 8.30 9.15 - BRONZE sunrise centuria
4 Teck Whye sec (B) 8.45 9.30 - BRONZE sunrise gypsy dance
5 Pei Hua sec 9.00 9.45 - BRONZE sunrise eagle bend
6 CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh) (S) 9.15 10.00 - GOLD sunrise der vogelhandler

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

7 Hougang sec (B) 10.00 10.45 - SILVER sunrise feast day in seville
8 Commonwealth sec (G) 10.15 11.00 - GOLD safari jericho
9 Queensway sec (B) 10.30 11.15 - BRONZE sunrise legacy
10 YuHua sec (G) 10.45 11.30 - GOLD sunrise in the spring
11 HillGrove sec (S) 11.00 11.45 - BRONZE sunrise stormchasers
12 Tanjong Katong Girls’ (G) 11.15 - GOLD sunrise toccata and fugue in d minor

LUNCH

-PM Session-No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

13 St Anthony’s Canossian sec (S) 1.15 2.00 - BRONZE safari virginia
14 Kuo Chuan Presbterian High (B) 1.30 2.15 - BRONZE sunrise blackwater
15 Temasek Sec (GWH) 1.45 2.30 - SILVER sunrise alberio
16 Pioneer sec 2.00 3.45 - COP sunrise dedication,march and celebration
17 Swiss Cottage sec (GWH) 2.15 3.00 - GOLD safari escapade
18 Jurong sec (S) 2.30 3.15 - BRONZE sunrise second suite for band mvt 3 and 4

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

19 victoria school (GWH) 3.15 4.00 - SILVER sunrise symphonic suite
20 Yishun sec (COP) 3.30 4.15 - BRONZE sunrise exaltation
21 Queenstown sec (B) 3.45 4.30 - BRONZE sunrise into the light
22 Si Ling sec (B) 4.00 4.45 - SILVER sunrise in the winter of 1730
23 CHIJ St Theresa’s Convent (S) 4.15 5.00 - BRONZE sunrise the glacier express
24 Evergreen sec (B) 4.30 5.15 - BRONZE sunrise folklore for band

ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESULTS

DAY 2
10 April 2007(Tuesday)
ORDER OF APPEARANCE
-AM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

25 Catholic High (GWH) 8.00 8.45
26NanHua sec (S) 8.15 9.00
27 Woodgrove sec (S) 8.30 9.15
28 Orchid Park sec (GWH) 8.45 9.30
29 Chai Chee sec (B) 9.00 9.45
30 XinMin sec (S) 9.15 10.00
31 Clementi Town sec (S) 9.30 10.15

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

32 Yishun Town sec (S) 10.15 11.00
33 Anglican High (GWH) 10.30 11.15 noah's ark
34 Chestnut Drive sec (B) 10.45 11.30
35 Brodrick sec (S) 11.00 11.45
36 JurongVille sec (S) 11.15 12.00
37 Dunman sec (G) 11.45 12.15
ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESULTS

-PM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time
38 Crescent Girls’ (G) 1.15 2.00
39 Clementi Woods sec 1.30 2.15
40 St Patricks (GWH) 1.45 2.30 safari rhaspody- theme on paganini
41 MacPherson sec (S) 2.00 3.45
42 Paya Lebar Methodist Girls (sec) (S) 2.15 3.00
43 Coral sec (S) 2.30 3.15
44 First Toa Payoh sec (S) 2.45 3.30

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

45 Raffles Girls’(GWH) 3.30 4.15
46 Chua Chu Kang sec (B) 3.45 4.30
47 FuChun sec (B) 4.00 4.45
48 Siglap sec (S) 4.15 5.004
9 Yio Chu Kang sec (S) 4.30 5.15
50 Anglo-Chinese School (Barker Road) (B) 4.45 5.30

DAY 3
11 April 2007(Wednasday)
ORDER OF APPEARANCE
-AM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

51 Changkat Changi sec (B) 8.00 8.45
52 Kentridge sec (S) 8.15 9.00
53 Serangoon sec (B) 8.30 9.15
54 Hwa Chong Institute (G) 8.45 9.30
55 Nan Chiau High (S) 9.00 9.45
56 Nanyang Girls’ (G) 9.15 10.00 safari Jericho
57 Bedok Town (B) 9.30 10.15

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

58 YuYing sec (S) 10.15 11.00
59 Compassvale sec (G) 10.30 11.15 sunrise jalan-jalan
60 Tanjong Katong sec (G) 10.45 11.30
61 Fairfield sec (S) 11.00 11.45
62 Bedok South sec (B) 11.15 12.00
63 Boon Lay sec (S) 11.45 12.15

ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESULTS

-PM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

64 Assumption English (B) 1.15 2.00
65 Gelang Methodist sec (S) 1.30 2.15
66 Springfield sec (S) 1.45 2.30
67 Anderson sec (S) 2.00 3.45
68 North Vista sec (S) 2.15 3.006
9 Pei Cai sec (B) 2.30 3.15
70 Bowen sec 2.45 3.30

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

71 Pasir Ris Crest sec (B)3.30 4.15
72 Presbyterian High (S) 3.45 4.30
73 Singapore Chinese Girls’s (G) 4.00 4.45 safari
74 Greenview sec (S) 4.15 5.00
75 Damai sec (S) 4.30 5.15
76 Chong Boon sec (G) 4.45 5.30

DAY 4
12 April 2007(Thursday)
ORDER OF APPEARANCE
-AM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

77 Ahmad Ibrahim sec (S) 8.00 8.45
78 ZhongHua sec (G) 8.15 9.00
79 Ang Mo kio sec (G) 8.30 9.15
80 Ngee Ann sec (G) 8.45 9.30
81 Canberra sec (B) 9.00 9.45
82 FuHua sec (S) 9.15 10.00
83 River Valley High (GWH) 9.30 10.15

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

84 SengKang sec (S) 10.15 11.00
85 Greenridge sec (S) 10.30 11.15
86 Cedar Girls’ (S) 10.45 11.30 sunrise yiddish dances
87 ZhengHua sec (S) 11.00 11.45
88 ChristChurch sec (B) 11.15 12.00
89 Unity sec (S) 11.45 12.15

ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESULTS

-PM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

90 Ping Yi sec 1.15 2.00
91 Kranji sec (B) 1.30 2.15
92 Bishan Park sec (S) 1.45 2.30
93 Deyi sec 2.00 3.45
94 Hai Sing Catholic (G) 2.15 3.00
95 Westwood sec (S) 2.30 3.15
96 Northbrooks sec (S) 2.45 3.30

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

97 Monfort sec (S) 3.30 4.15 sunrise flight of the falcon
98 Maris Stella High (G) 3.45 4.30 safari with heart and voice
99 Bedok North sec (G) 4.00 4.45
100 Gan Eng Seng sec (S) 4.15 5.00
101 Admiralty sec (B) 4.30 5.15
102 Bukit Batok sec (S) 4.45 5.30

DAY 5
16 April 2007(Monday)
ORDER OF APPEARANCE
-AM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

103 Tampines sec (S) 8.00 8.45
104 St Andrews (GWH) 8.15 9.00 safari merry widow selections
105 Bukit Merah sec 8.30 9.15
106 Dunman High(GWH) 8.45 9.30
107 Pasir Ris sec (S) 9.00 9.45
108 Chung Cheng High (yishun) (S) 9.15 10.00 sunrise armenian dances
109 ShuQun sec (S) 9.30 10.15

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

110 Dunearn sec (G) 10.15 11.00
111 St Joseph Institute (S) 10.30 11.15
112 Mayflower sec (S) 10.45 11.30 seventh night of july
113 Yuan Ching sec (B) 11.00 11.45
114 Beatty sec (B) 11.15 12.00
115 Bedok Green sec (B) 11.45 12.15

ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESULTS

-PM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time

116 Jurong West sec (S) 1.15 2.00
117 North View sec (B) 1.30 2.15
118 St Margarets’ (G) 1.45 2.30 with heart and voice
119 East Spring sec (COP) 2.00 3.45
120 Bedok View sec (S) 2.15 3.00
121 Hing Kah sec (S) 2.30 3.15
122 Loyang sec (B) 2.45 3.30

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

123 Henderson sec (S) 3.30 4.15
124 Raffles Institution (GWH) 3.45 4.30
125 Regent sec (S) 4.00 4.45
126 Balestier Hill sec (S) 4.15 5.00
127 Fajar sec (G) 4.30 5.15
128 Northland sec (S) 4.45 5.30

DAY 6
17 April 2007(Tuesday)
ORDER OF APPEARANCE
-AM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time
129 Bukit View sec (S) 8.00 8.45
130 Riverside sec (S) 8.15 9.00
131 Manjusri sec (S) 8.30 9.15
132 Holy Innocents High (S) 8.45 9.30
133 CHIJ St Nicholas Girls’ (G) 9.00 9.45 sunrise merry widow selections
134 Bartley sec (S) 9.15 10.00
135 CHIJ St Joseph Convent (S) 9.30 10.15

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

136 Navel Base sec 10.15 11.00
137 Chung Cheng High (Main) (G) 10.30 11.15
138 Marsling sec (GWH)10.45 11.30
139 Bendemeer sec (S) 11.00 11.45
140 Woodlands Ring (S) 11.15 12.00
141 Punggol sec (B) 11.45 12.15

ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESULTS

-PM Session-
No. Name of School Rep. time Perf. time
142 St Hildas sec (G) 1.15 2.00
143 St Gabriel’s sec (S) 1.30 2.15
144 JuYing sec (S) 1.45 2.30
145 GuangYang sec (B) 2.00 3.45
146 East View sec (S) 2.15 3.00

INTERVAL (30 MIN)

147 Serangoon Gardens sec (S) 3.00 3.45
148 Anglo-Chinese School (Independent) (GWH) 3.15 4.00
149 Whitley sec (S) 3.30 4.15 safari seventh night of july
150 Junyuan sec (S) 3.45 4.30 sunrise to the summit

11th May 2007, FridayMorning Session

1 Pioneer
2 Anglo-Chinese School (IB)
3 Meridian orient express
4 Anderson machu picchu
5 Yishun Hobbits
6 National safari internal combustion

Interval

7 Hwa Chong
8 Nanyang safari sinfonia bilissima
9 Victoria spartacus
10 Raffles La Mer
11 Tampines GR selections

Afternoon Session
12 Saint Andrew's Rhaspody - theme for paganini
13 Serangoon Festive overture
14 Temasek Hymn to the sun
15 Anglo-Chinese Roman festival
16 Catholic Roman festival
17 Jurong Merry widow

all the best to the rest out there meanwhile ! =)
practise hard and just do the best you can that day. dont regret