Tell me you love me.

scary

Thursday, February 17, 2011 / 10:05 PM

its scary, when you realise that you were being left behind.

you try to walk further, keep turning back, just to check if , what if they didnt about you after all.

however, the more you walk, you will realise that, there is no point turning back

they will never be waiting for you.

you just have to go forward by yourself.

its been a while

Wednesday, November 03, 2010 / 1:34 AM

its been a while since i pen down my 2 cents worth of thought.

but as this sem draws near

i feel that i am going back to square 1 again.

with no friends to talk to

with no companion to start with

why is it so hard,

yes i know i always say that i dont wanna be competitive

but its just so hard when results is all that matters

yes i know,

this maybe the true me

that even i myself am trying so hard to deny and not unleash

because what i was in the past, may not be all to pleasant to be accepted

and now,

it seems like this dark side of me maybe too overbearing for me to withheld

so what lies ahead.

no one knows

certainly not me.

Monday, August 09, 2010 / 2:59 PM

cant believe i am sitting at home and watching some show on national day. boos

its so boring that i decided to start doing my timetable for the sem. bahh

i mean not saying its a bad thing to start doing my timetable since school is starting tomorrow. but this is REALLY GOING NOWHERE and FREAKING ANNOYING.

sort of cant wait for school to start somehow since it means that i will be busy and spending time NOT AT HOME some how.

what do you think

Sunday, April 18, 2010 / 11:22 PM

do you think i would have do things differently?

argh

i wanna go japan too x(

studying mode is surpose to be here LONG AGO

what happen.

screwed

why does the world operate like that

Thursday, March 18, 2010 / 11:05 PM

why does the world operate like that

or is it just me

or is it just us

or is it just how reality is surpose to work naturally

you asked me if i ever will trust you in doing stuff

i would

but

failing once

will allow me to learn my lesson

never again will i want to stretch out again

and reach out for help

because i know that

when you need it

help will be far away from you

you end up at the losing end

because everyone just wants to step on you when you are of use

when they are done with all the kicks and stabs

and you have no value

you are left alone

in a dark corner

with nothing but yourself to blame

i have a dream

Thursday, March 04, 2010 / 11:38 PM

why is it that after so long, even when i have a dream, i dream about you.

been thinking, so hard.
especially when you see that people around you are leaving singapore.
hopefully doing something they like
and you stuck here doing something you know you wont wanna do it for the rest of your life
is it time to leave
or is it something that you can get over and move on after this in the next few months

hear or listen

Thursday, February 18, 2010 / 11:18 PM

sometimes when one is a good listener
it maybe that deep down, they also have a story to tell
a story so long that we fail to notice or want to even listen

sometimes its because they too have a story
they understand your situation
they listen to you
but you never did listen to them
hear but not listen.

i would like to believe

Tuesday, February 09, 2010 / 11:00 PM

sometimes i just wonder
if i was ever asking too much
just asking for someone to be there when i need them

but it may seem too hard for us to achieve that
i try not to blame anyone but myself
but in the end
i am still the only one standing alone