yuppiee-s
Thursday, March 31, 2005 / 10:15 PM
yuppiee-stml shall be a carefree day again like todaewee`..i finally got some sleepso awake now lahyeshhtml same too..i so love days when i can go home straight after schu noe wat i meanrealliits so carefreethough i hate the journey back home.so scary.always got weird ppl onei dunnoe is i crazy or they are the ones..hahatodaee..no hist. no engno rise or hilter to watch ...and no more BIG FISH
ar..see lah..tats y my name is big/ medium turtle now canbleahlurv it to bitswent to slp instead of my plans to studymi is so bad lahthen wanna order my hp bookin the end fren not freecannot hiyaa..now also dunnoe wat to do lohno one bei misighhh...wanna jian fei also cannot went to eat durin recessstupiddshall not eat tmli dun careno one is goin to stop mi lahi goin to bring sweets or sumthinghahatodaee got OC..it has return..yesh..but not nice le.he not with the pretty gurl le..with another one.bleah..so sad..you qing ren..nvr be together in the end...ohhhhlove is not what it seems to be.to let go the person is to love the person by lettin him or her be with somebody they are happy with
todaee-
Tuesday, March 29, 2005 / 12:21 AM
todaee-its speech day rehearsal..wat do u thinkhey..was suppose to have 5 or 6 tests tis weekin the end so many test postpone to nxt weekmadnessbio- tis week thur---change to nxt week monchi test(bk one)-tis week----postpone to nxt week monhist-tis fri---to nxt week second lesson geo-resume----tis wed(TOP)eng TA-mon..which is like todaeA maths- class test(todaee too)dunnoe y i wrote there tis week got A maths common test...scratch head....bleah...realli 6 tests wohjuz did finish my a maths hmwkwas watchin desperate hw juz now..bad in maths ...how???i am determined to find a good maths tuition..i cannot flunk my mathsis cecuz of it that i exceed 20 points lahso disappointin lohwhere got like tat one my mathsi dunnoe if i am frm the rubbish dump reallimy whole family maths like genius...mi...after pri 4...maths all the way downlikethe wall street stock market crashnut it will nvr return back to normal againbleah..thats BADtml`...determined to go buy my hp book..swear manif i dun buy within tis weeki end le..will be cryin till like siaomeans alot to midunnoe ylittle things like tis makes my dayreallihm..gtg ...reallimuz work hardergeo test wed..no time tmlbetter start studyin...rude awakening: nvr to be so stupid and think tat there is always time, time is precious one min over is worth a priceless treasure..nvr to be bought back..realli..i haf wasted too much times..and when pass too many chances...
yesterdayy
Saturday, March 26, 2005 / 3:36 PM
yesterrdaywas fun/yet dissapointin as always whenever i go therewent mt vernon to pay visit to my grandparents. with aunts , uncles n cousinstill 11plus.whne to eat at heartland mall therethey went to my hse..got partyi went out with weelingwe wanted to go watch spongebobsaw seokkian, wanling and their frenthey als ojuz watch itin the end nvr watch cuz weeling kind go donate 10 dollars to some yellow ribbon projectshe is still rejectin itso in the end..we walk around orchardwhen swensens to eat ice-creamyum yumi nvr see hershe nvr is heryy..its always so dissapointin.not online.not at orchard.where can u go.not in sch too..bleah ...yfeelin down..cuz of so many reasonsbut the most recenthurt mi so badlyi am still grievinu bette rnot come near mii dunnoe how i am treatin u nowi noe u happyyhappy n highwatevery do u treat mi tis way
u noe i want it
u juz wanna prove that u are always better
wat ever
juz wanna say...it sux- my life..doin nonesensewent homehelp mum carry food up for dinnerwent to buy sushireach homeeat dinner- got CHICKEN WINGS>..rox lahn got my haf chilli crabyumyumtaught my young cousins how to do the salt think..to make a pic wif lots of color onethen play ms with sk, sp n tyhelp skty n sp let mi leechgod...swamp is cool..but i cant leech expcan only leech the necki one..but i cant kill them..no damage..i am patetic lah
y issit u not mi
Thursday, March 24, 2005 / 10:37 PM
todaee-life still haf to go on, even when bad things always happenheyhey,u are so nice todae..though u eventually fell asleep. =Pso funnywhile at least one seems to be workinearth still haf to revolve , sun still haf to light the darkness even when tis person doesnt exist anymorethey wont stop n grieve for utats life..tats realityi haf nothin to sayreallireallihope tml will be a better n better daytodae is speech day full dress rehearsal ne waytodae's leader invest rox my worldso funnyso cuteeso coolso romanticso dotzyet...they will always be rmb..alwayslike last year..sheeshhhhheyyu nvr did tok to minvrmi tooso sorrieemaybe one day, when i cld conquer tat fear of minereallitat wld be killin two birds with one stone realliinot one but two=)then.i wld be a happy hunterkillin two birdsyeshhlife wld be wonderfulso miracluousso dreamyso real, yet so fake toojuz wanna say, u are juz biasedu are juz so ambitious..its obvious u noerealliiu too-not arrogant..but blindedu again, so lazynot imprrovinreallitiredd of all tis lazy , blinded, deaf pply did the world ever created tis kind of specieshm...dunnoe..to test ppl patience maybeforgett iti am not keen ne wayu think u can do it w/o miso be iti dun deserve it ne wayi am juz a` lost girl-rmb the play..i m the species tats always lostnvr to find where is sheshe will need lots of LOVEE>>but who cares reallino one..tats the realityyrealli...no one
todaee-
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 / 3:35 PM
todaee-
wee`..wed.
finally can come home
earlynot realli lah ..around 2pm..but still early lohdun need stay backactually want one..but horband starts at 2.15 so late..need to come home..study,do hmwk.promise myself i got to do it loh..or else die lei also promise my self tat i am so goin to watch sas play 7th nite of julyis die die muz watch..i dun care even is dg is disgustin ..i juz wanna hear them play so badly lohi want gold with honours..not juz a normal goldi am so goin to tell myself tis line everi day...i am proud to say..i am beginning to tell my self tat..haha=)i cant stand my progress report..so conclusionWORK HARD!so goin to work hard laheven if i dun like..also haf to lohdun wanna disappoint othersn myself.yeshhjiayou-
hey u!
Saturday, March 19, 2005 / 11:09 PM
hey u-y make mi so excited n happy?hm...today..sick first thing in the mornin12 moon then wake up..saddist. went out with weeling again to help her find rocks for her geo..k i am jealous..i wanna do physical geo lah...3plus acme home..eat lunch..then watch anime movie..feng zhi gu..nice lah..so touchin..nearly cried..haha..so emotional lah mipapa came back at 8 pm instead of 7.30..bleah..went outside eat..came back..watch simple life 2..so FUNNY..the lipstick thing..hey..it was some thing diff frm the normal pain the cow sufferne way..so now i m writin this..instead of doin my bang yue ji...eek..i better go do..then finish everi thing le..p.s was suppose to be hardworkin n do my assessment for maths..now...hm..better do it later loh..sigh,,,juz wanna say..saw u ystrday.wanna tok but...sighh..heyy u add mi in sms.ac...was so surprised..issit juz accidentally or wat...so happy yet sad..thought u wld wanna tok..buttt..y did u make mi feel so highh..when i was abt to say..heyy i haf nothin to do with u ne more reallii..day by dayy...disappointment after one anotherrfinnallyy thoughtt..guess we are not fatedd..but watt happen now...i realli dunnoeeu make mi feell highhthen feel so loww againnwhen i wanna give upu help pull mi up n give mi glimpse of a horizon againn..wat to doo..u tell miwell..juz happy tat u see mi as sumthing at least
yippee-
Friday, March 18, 2005 / 10:38 PM
yiipee-woohoo`...bought new wallet...the billabong one/try to show the color-around tis two colordamn nice...black and green/white words...hey dun get it wrongly its not the disgusting green..its a super nice greenwanted to buy new bagmum didnt allow..sigh..hm..shall wait for nxt time maybei want new pencil box too...damn nice lah the new billabong one...hm...my belated bday present can??? damn nice loh!before that when esplanade with carmen...see till headache ar...then make mi sneeze..-_-111then went to eat BK..at 4.30...dotz...a nice day lah....though woke up at 11.28am...so late loh...tats y ate lunch at 4.3o ...hehe=)
Hero
Thursday, March 17, 2005 / 11:45 PM
Hero- by mariah carey..it may be old,but its meaningfulThere's a heroIf you look inside your heartYou don't have to be afraidOf what you areThere's an answerIf you reach into your soulAnd the sorrow that you knowWill melt away
[chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
[chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
[chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
tis song juz rox my socks...cuz its so meaningful...yup its is!=)
wee`tml shall be a fun fun day!hm...hope so tat is..been havin ups and downs these couple of weeks...bleahX)bein realli mean some times...sorrie ppl...realli sorriene way..father will be out tml..sat then come back..so decided to go out with carmen...then go meet mum tml..haha can buy things.yesh!..im a shoppin freak lately..juz wanna buy things and more things...tokin abt it..i gettin fatter lah i think...eat and eat...i dunnoe wats wrong lah..juz feel like eatin..then morning...feel like vomitting..then ar head spin...hm.muz do exercise sia....p.s juz ate up the royaltine...surpose to be mum's bday present...its in my stomache now...hey hey..its my mum who ask mi to eat it..haha dun blame mi ...but its super nice lah..rox!ne way...for yaju info( i check with sis le)double sharp...looks like a X lah...is sharp two times meanin eg.F##=Gif its double flat..looks like tis bb...means flat two times eg. Ebb=Dhm...chim...but cool=)
yippee-todae when out with weeling...
hm.. go shoppin
happiee:
.weeling bought her armstrong band----finally
-3 some more...
.went to cinneleisure eat pastamania-she sub mi 1.50
.went to buy my FBT shorts...yeah
.went to mum office later,she go find her mum shoppin
.went home with mum-duh..
.hope can go shoppin on sat
. and eat my swensen..onefineday..tis few weeks
.haf to lah..actually...cuz got freebie leh..haha=)
i juz FINISH MY MATHS HOMEWORK...yippee..still like siao..cuz i finally got the determination to do finish my homework..yesh..cuz thanks to the ms..see lah..haf to dl for 1h plus plus..so decided to do my both maths hmwk..then in the end..motivate my self to finish my maths..n u guess wat..i finished it..although got two qns stuck lah..but its like out of so many sums..haha=) guess its ok..soon i shall start on my maths assessment for revision...
now already..12.41 leh...my ms still like error..suppose to work ...hm..nvm...
homework left..chi- read the book...half way thru
- ban yue ji..tml bah
- arrange the file...when i feel like it ;P
.ss IT research(myanmar)-halfway thru..tml discuss
.study bio for test nxt week
.maths-revision(assessment)
.ce project(dunnoe when they wanna do leh)
tml got band..last day with mr watson..guess we all improve alot..i learnt alot frm him..yesh..hope sir wld be happiee when he finally come back nxt week..it wld be a surprise for him...a happie and delight frm his exhaustin tour frm europe...dun u agree??haha=)
conclusion: todae juz rox lah...hope tml will be a better day=)
todae
Friday, March 11, 2005 / 10:26 PM
todaewhen u happen to meet a series of unfortunate events, u shld alwaes count yourself as the fortunate ones, as u wld be able to go thru it, overcome it and come out being a better person , grown up, n more sensiblehm...our syf is like 32 days awaysyf date: 12 apriltime: 11amwee`...meanin possibly, we are missin sch, yesh...n also..same day as st.andrews, yesh...so can hear the seventh night of july...muhahaha...prayin hard realli workstodaewhen eat subway, rox lah..though is eat in cinema...sheesh...haha...so nice lah..n finally the cookies are like 2!!tat time at suntec only give one..i think ..so hm...loh. i ate the trio thing..meanin is the ham de..wah..todae ham also veri thick..shiok! then ar...drank ice-lemon tea..then ate double choco chip cookies..rox my world lah.the show..nice nice...veri good effects, specially sounds.then ar...after tat..when 'shoppin' for birthday pres. mi ..shop for mother's one...seok kian, her sis de...haha=) in the end...nvr buy, then go kinokuniya..with car and sk..then look at all the books..so shiok lah..then till 7 pm k..then go see billabong and flash and splash..then go home...wah..reach home at 8 plus lah...hm...but i wanna go library..go borrow books..tml sk goin to wake mi up at 9 to watch zibang!..haha..finally.then guess wld be veri tired..so wld go back slp...muhaha..but i realli wanna go jb with mum leh..veri long nvr go le leh..then ar..c lah..pa dun wanna go..say lots of cars..cuz weekend..then cannot go with mum, cuz mum goin with colleagues..meanin tml dine near hse one ...sure...so sian..thought can go buy bags..or shirts..or sumthing...bleahx >_<
ohya...see tis
The school band is a mandatory CCA (Co-Curricular Activity) in all secondary schools. The CCA Branch of the Ministry of Education organises the Central Judging of Concert Bands (Primary Schools, Secondary Schools and Junior Colleges) and Central Judging of Display Bands (Secondary Schools) in alternate years. For the Central Judging of Concert Bands this year, MOE has introduced a new award, “Gold with Honours” to recognise bands with exceptional high standards of performance. The central judging which provides the opportunity for bands to benchmark their playing standards will be awarded medallions based on their performance and the award system is as follows:
Gold with Honours:
85% and above
Gold:
80% to 84%
Silver:
70% to 79 %
Bronze:
60% to 69%
Certificate of Participation:
59% and below
Having garnered more than 30 years of band-making, the school bands in Singapore have become more sophisticated with bands playing symphonic as well as transcribed orchestral works. The repertoire has since become more interesting and varied. Opportunities also abound for our bands as they participate in national events like performances at the Istana during the festive holidays, National Day Parade, Singapore Youth Festival Opening and Closing Ceremonies, MOE-SHELL School Band Fiesta in the Gardens, the Balloon Hats Festival at Sentosa and the Sentosa Fountain of Youth Series
interestin right!!so..is not only achieving gold..but gold with honours..its only like 1percent extra frm 4 lah...the gold and gold with honours only 5 percent diff...so its better to get gold with honours..sound so nice loh ..hehex
HAPPY ...
Tuesday, March 08, 2005 / 9:49 PM
happy daes...
reasons for bein happy:
`hey.its nearin the end of the sch term
`= BREAK!
`goin out tml.
`buy prezzie for att class.km birthday.n many more =) n sad too lah..broke
`goin out on fri.secret..ssshh
`to stay optimissitic is my rule in life.becomin mi is to be happy=)
hm..todae eng.fun.evelyn got my paper.she seems sad..guess i m irritatin.haha.but guess wat i wrote inside
.cheerful.blur.music.cheese
haha...typical...but truely mi~accordin to everione..i m blur.hm..tats y she dun even need to confirm with mi..noe is mi liao..so not FUN!!!but hey..mine paper was nicer...got anime lover.ask xw.she say sy..so i go confirm..haha realli her lah..so cute .hey i also like k..i go ask her...
mi: u like cartoons?
sy: noo...
mi: do u like JAP cartoons??
sy: yeshHH
haha...even shown her the paper..haha..ssh..cannot one..but nvm lah..practically everi one cheatin lah..haha=)
ne way..juz wanna say..todae is a fun fun day..cuz when i wake up everi mornin...it will alwaes be a brand new day for mi...everi thing start a new.everi one is brand new to mi...=)
tml will be a better day
Saturday, March 05, 2005 / 3:06 PM
'tml will be a better dayi do ..i realli thought tat i believe in it..but i nvr did see it comin my way.nvr..i haf always been waitin for it..some times..some day...but it nvr did appear..i tried searchin for it..tried standin up..in the end..i still muz admit..i lost..greatly.y?
1. ppl's support..no one
2. alwaes at the losin end
3. no one's loved
4. no one's appreciation
5. misunderstood
thought some one wld at least understand mi better..neh...
realli...but maybe i m juz too ignorant..too..naive..everithing is juz fake..its juz so reality..so physical..no one cared how i feel..i tried to console..but when i m down...no one bother...cuz i m to them..juz a girl..who is alwaes happy..who can console her self..who sees nothin but her own world..who is arrogant..who is ..juz some no body...
maybe i shld haf alwaes stayed tat way...
tat way maybe...i will nvr be hurt..i dun care...nothin will ever bother mi..not even real tears..let alone crocodile tears
juz wanna say..instructors rox my world..cuz of them..they make my day..when i m down..they are dere to cheer mi up...even though i think..they dun noe tat...
cuz of u..i felt happy...for tat day at least...
yuppie..thanks sumi..specially..for writin mi such a sweet testi..even though i said u will lame..haha..but u are...maybe i m juz slow in reaction lah..as i said..but u cheered mi up realli.thanks =)
haf been feelin real down..maybe cuz of the weather..nvr felt so bad before..when everithing juz come down so badly..
sorrie for makin ppl angry
.for spoilin your dearest bottle..i thought u were juz kiddin...shldnt haf lent frm u..shld haf known tat i wld be so irresponsible...for all...maybe i really shld quit everi thing...everi thing is wrong..so wrong..maybe i m juz some horrible person..who doesnt deserve ne thing
.for noein your secrets....sorrie..if i made u angry..realli..didnt meant to..
.for daoin ppl..i dun mean too..juz didnt noe how to face u..for my stupid mistakes n all..realli
.for bein such a idiot...being so ignorant..so naive..
.for not bein strong
.for bein tired
.for juz bein stupid
.for bein easily bullied
hey..i gt to grow up...life is reality...reality..is wat i m livin for ..and livin in..accept the life i m given to..n appreciate!
miss-u
Friday, March 04, 2005 / 9:34 PM
*missin-u_________//i realli do...ne way...i m
juz sorrie for wat ever i do...
was in a real weird mood todae..was happy ..was angry..was sad..was mad
-happy.angry.sad.mad
such a funky day=)
n where is my cd-rw...
u all better listen to some decent music in the mintime ar..dun ne how listen to wat linkin park music hor...or ar..i will be so angry again
hey i did pass my e-maths..but i guess remedial wld be good.i need help seriously..then my bio..i dunnoe..but like sure fail le lah..3a highest is like 22 like tat ../40...like...huh??tats highest..i dunnoe wat i goin to do loh=(
banana.cat(aka.kill two birds with one stone)...rox my world =)
i m disappointed..realli in u..for not trustin mi.
for lyin..for being complacent...
if u arent sad..i cry for u..for being so ignorant .for bein so selfish.for bein complacent.
-.cantseeuatspeechday.-
still on camp
Wednesday, March 02, 2005 / 9:20 PM
still on camp-spirit
bleahXx..i miss everi one horribly...n i juz wanna say..hey snrs(class of `04) ...dun be sad...feel so sad to see u all so depress...especially abigail n meijie n thiviya...realli veri scared for u all kz...felt so...depress??u all sounded so worry or sad k...
to thiviya: u sure can de!
to abigail: haf faith in your self..dun worry so much
to meijie: noe u are capable of doin wat ever u want
n to brigitte: smartie...noe u veri smart lah..=)
ne way..felt so dotz today...the whole world like cryin...mi too..nearly..cuz i realli thought i lost my bottle..as i say...its between goin cuckoo over her..and my 50 bucks bottle..of cuz i choose my 50 bucks bottle...unless she goes cuckoo over mi too...u get wat i mean...
then see so many ppl cry...i felt so cold-hearted..i dunnoe ..
i am so deaf today..and blur..cant understand a single person word...haf to ask them to repeat till siao can..so sorrie...i dunnoe wat goin to happen to mi if continue like tat..like sufferin frm some old man disease...bleahx
today band got tis mr watson guy as the replacement for sir..thought he was ok lah..but i think sir ar..his sense of good intonation like better..but mr watson seem pro..especially in his conductin skills..n when he was a syf judge himself once..i haf confidence in him...cuz he wld noe wat we shld take note of..to prepare u noe..his conductin method..pro till i also alittle confuse already...like bocas...head spinnin till like siao today...bleahx...better go do my eng..and study for chi test ...n SLEEP..felt so tired suddenly durin band..thought i cld tahan yesterday leh..bleah
camp
Tuesday, March 01, 2005 / 3:56 PM
its all over...ne way..it was so fun ..at sum parts lah..but borin at times too...like...lj...hehe...but hor..still enjoy HE de best.the belayin and all.memories...and de fab....so cute can dey...so fun...didnt noe till then...missed tat...
but hor...keep on hafin stomache eek..so pain...then haf diarrhea...=(...but ar...the rubbin...is so fun..and nice..and the biscuit feast...hehe(yh shld noe better)....i juz realised too...beginnin to appriciate le..yup...but tis camp...lots of restin time for campers....hmph...alittle relaxin bah...the chickens...yup...eek...tat time santry duty..saw the chickens..u muz be guessin y got like almost everi meal got drumstick one...cuz there is a whole big pile for not FRESH chickens in the freezer...eek can..no wonder tat time ...see chicken...de smell...vomit...
but it was still fun..tthe jokes..de lame stuff..de funny stuff..the dances and cheers..the songs..i so missed the billy banjah...and the para-de tenga/so FUN...so shakin of butts..campfire was nice..n let mi tell u sumthin...throughout the whole camp i feel so BLURISh...till campfire item...make mi feel so happy..cuz...u noe the mission impossible thing...is I THINK DE K....finally did sumthin for the instructors....sorrie for givin them lots of troubles..and the leaders too...so sorrie..then the misson impossble thing...cute right...haha...
missed:
`HE,santry duties
(can tok crap wif amelia and cheryl..they are FUN ppl)
`bathin time
(chitchat n screams)
`slpin time
(beside ppl that are fun, see ppl slp position/so cute)
`on bus
(funny and tirin..can slp)
` enjoyed astronomy de best
(only thing i like compared to other outside stuff..nvr go for nightwalk mah..but heard other things boring lah)
` kitchen washings
(so fun.)
` solar cookin
(tok with the physic team..slack there.oops n play the guess what phrase thing.so funny.the i like to drink hi-low milk,yup and the sprite and chips)
`fab.feast
(so funny so cute.thanks guys)
`tower
(restin.jokes.entertainment)
`campfire
(my mission impossible!sorof mine lah)
`big sweep
( thanks 3m ..for entertainin mi!)
` billy banjah
(so bondin)
` para-de tenga
(so shakin butts)
but i still missed lots of her...realli.y????i miss BANANA( not literally)
ohya.i lost 1KG can..so happy.haha