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Wednesday, November 24, 2004 / 10:36 PM
y??y u like to treat mi like tis.its alwaes like tis
the person i like treat mi like cow dung...dun tok to mi...sumtimes when i am so excited...u juz dump mi away...when i wanna give up ..u give mi hope...y cant u juz treat mi nicer or juz leave mi alone...i cant take it ne more....i live my live so terribly...
the person tat i have no feelings for..pesters mi...y....i did nothin realli...i did nothing....
i hate u realli...i hate u!
y cant u be sensible enuff...of cuz not too sensible..i like your innocent at times...but please..treat mi nicer.....i did..i respected u...wat abt u??
plzplz...we only haf one more chance to make a difference...plz make my wish come true!
i do (cherish you)
Sunday, November 21, 2004 / 10:31 PM
I Do,I Do babe
I Do,
I Do
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile
I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And the thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Well I do
In my world, before youI lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Till my dying day
And I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Yes I do
If you're asking do
I love you this much
Baby I do
I'll cherish you
This much I know its true
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Baby I do
Oh oh I do --------------
this song , it realli illustrate wat i am thinkin....exactly...actually near lah....love it...though it is veri hard to sing..as its too slow..haha..but it was realli nice
i realli think tis song is nice....its frm 98 degress ne way..i think..
been busy with campo stuff n farewell....so busy..no time do hmwk...how..i am so busted...sigh...
better finish this thing so ..i am so exhausted already..the sewin..the writing..the findin things...sigh...when would it ever end.....???
snrs first impression
Friday, November 19, 2004 / 9:52 PM
times realli flies.it seems like eveything tat happen before whether it is fun or happy..sad or even worryin...it all passed within a split second.
been thinkin real hard,
i noe u in a veri unique way,different form many other i am the last person to ever noe u. surprised???cuz i think i noe got to noe u thru the first and only combined band practice before we recruits join the main band...guess so...or worst...durin band camp...guess i realli was tat clueless.the world seem real small in my eyes at tat point of time..mi as a jing di zi wa...
however...u still left an impression in mi...dun worry!!haha..juz can rmb...u are tall and have tanned skin...
err. 1st para u can say "time really flies. it seemed like everything just happened a moment ago." sth like tt. and sae "although you are justa senior.. (bla bla) but you really made a difference in my sec2 life. (bla bla) .."...
for reference..
so dun care tis
hk nice
Friday, November 12, 2004 / 10:16 PM
haha...now in hk.at sis hse.good..not super small...juz like typical hk houses..haha...but the hotel is damn nice...so luxurious...thought is little small lah...juz now ate lots sia....we eat like lobster..prawns, alot of clams thing...abolone...fish...good stuff...all fresh k..and the desserts...yum..hope can eat smelly tou fu soon/...and i wanna go sports good market....cool sia
tml goin the peak..and stuff at the central there...hope got good and nice things to buy...good
!=)
a..plane also quite cool...juz now watch i, robot..and spider-man 2...but is like watch a little bit only..,plane flight only 3hrs plus....
k.tata
realli...woo...10 hrs...happy and excited loh..haha...juz now watch bollywood/hollywood..nice..haha...
started palyin gb..nice game...mi neglectin runescape le.but who cares..haha..soon is gb turn...hope not...haha ...winks*
chalet book le..nice
mi wanna buy lots of stuff...
haha..and i wearin skirt finally..as in the last day at hk..foin back tat time..haha..cuz no pants le...sad..haha..but tis skirt nice nice loh...
haha..with the ape shirt! ;)
mi shall play gb for last time..and i will blast off..hope tml food will be nice!
ppl sux!!!
Monday, November 01, 2004 / 8:14 PM
they sux...like hell....wat bullshitting...juzz becuz they are plain selfish....learn to be GENEROUS...i haf a better heart...dun noe y they are juz to evil...and selfish....wat they think of are so old fashion and selfish....selfish thinkin ppl...juz becuz u cant afford the money....u scold mi....wat wrong of have i done ....u scold becuz u dont wanna pay for things....i didnt say u have to pay...i juz say lent...i didnt say u have to fork out money.....i am payin..for my self...u happy now...i help u save money...u say i spendin.....a new phone...is u wanna buy your self de...not i requested de ....u selfish ppl.....i hate u....i pay...everi thing i pay can....u happy now...wat money wat...say wat is not money prob..now say tis..say tis say tat...u think u wat...wanna change can change...think abt other ppl feelings...think frm another point of view......y cant u have more brains....say wat i lie...i didnt...u nvr say cannot can....u nvr....to us...TEENAGERS>..u nvr say ne things means...can...wats your prob...juz becuz u don wanna spend money on tis..doesnt mean u wld have the right to stop mi.....in front of others act like a god....so fake....LIKE SHIT~! can....i hate u...say wat.....bull shittin!!!!!!!
i dun care....i am goin to spend all your money...tis is wat u have to pay for lyin...for scoldin mi...for humiliatin.and insult my rights.....
u all are so fake....act so nice to sis...say bad things behiond her back..u watch out...u think she is bad...wait till u see wat i can do to u.....
ar....how...money prob...and permission prob...so stupid! the easiest to settle became the hardest!bleahx...i dun get it...y are parents so selfish...wat money is not the prob..n all are juz BULLSHITTIN...i have nvr believe in tat myself..if money is not impt/then y earn money...y make us buy cheap shirts while u can buy exp one...u are juz plain selfish...y cant u ppl...grow and learn to be more MATURE THINKIN...and SELFLESSNESS...havin been thru a society like this...shldnt make u all so SELFISH...if u be nice...we the children will be nicer to u alll...since u all acted tis way...tat is our way of learnin..and payin back wat u taught us...selfishness....they juz SUx...
firstly wats wrong with goin to chalets...its as if ppl will come and rape or kidnap some smart and old teenagers of between 14 to 16...
or u think we will be like....scenario:
guy: come sweet girls....u want a candy..or ice-cream...uncle buy for u.....
girls: okok....
ya...as if we are tat stupid or dumb...if i wanna follow...tat person muz get mi....like..a bungalow..or a car...or 1 billion...ya ..maybe tat i will consider...a sweet or a parent...no way...as if i am lookin for mine....
ne way..on news..isnt it alwaes those old folks tat shld get cheated alwaes...not the TEENAGERS...when did u ever heard on the news tat a teenager got cheated by ppl before...ok maybe at the rape part...but its 15 ppl we are tokin abt...not say 1...u cant find 20 guys roamin around in sg juz to rape a gang of girls..can u....ya....so stupid...oh ya..u may think it cld be some chain rapin...but hey..u got the wrong concept...gang rapin or chain rapin...is many guys takin turns to rape 1 girl...not many girls 1 guy....study parents...study...wat unsafe...u realli think tat wld happen...
also we nvr say we will be stayin for de night...if u dun let...fine lah...come fetch mi at 11 if u want...we did tat so i dun have to trouble u...if u say tat its UNSAFE...den fetch mi loh...better still....my home sweet home bed..is OBVIOUSLY nicer and cosier den some chalets beds isnt it....stupid!
i hate those tokin rubbish ppl....where's your brains...on de butt issit..want me to operate it back,......think u veri smart...maybe your brain realli on your butt...sittin there..stoppin it frm flowin back up...tsk tsk..its your fault for sittin down...if u wld not be so stubborn...u wld not have continue to sit doown....change guys...tis is de 21st century...not some 19 th century u are livin it..wat not safe.....so shittin