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yeah.... tml got sectionals...happy..cuz heard tml we goin to do posters for cca exhibition...also dunoe when lah...but it sounds like fun...though is like pretty challengin too...haf to draw instrus...haha...and art is like...bleahz to mi can.eek...yeah i do finish my ss le...within 15 mins??or 10...??or 20...dunnoe..juz noe i finish le...happy le...haha...but quite easy lah..juz copy and paste...haha...and summarise of cuz....the christmas presents...so nice lah..but most cheap cheap de...bleahx..then ar ..my cousin..so evil..bought her a esprit shirt leh..she give mi thirty seven degree pencil case...i want the new converse de loh..leather can..and only cost 11.90..dun care ask mummy to buy for mi...super nice loh...to see and touch..muhaha..and ask brenda to buy me a wallet...she still owe mi one can..frm my bufday....eek...y like so many ppl owe mi burfday presents de....guess the snrs wont be comin tml too...if they suddenly appear tml..i will be damn happy can...is like..woah...finally..but guess...tat wld be like..so daydreamin...haha...nvm lah...used to it le maybe....we are juz some babies being dump...no one will care...no one will bother..no one will even look at us...sad case.....sch reopenin soon...bleahz...hmwk hafen do finish..dun noe how..see the chi ...hopeless...first time think chi hmwk veri hard can...eek..tml muz xia ding jue xing do le...cannot play play le..if i want to go medical stream..muz work harder....jia you.....muhaha..maybe i am ambitious...but i dun wanna end up regrettin after tat...realli...i hate to fail..i wanna be rich..and sucessful...be independent bah....


all i want for christmas is you ....haha...yup...today its...christmas eve...receive afew presents le..so happy....wishin a early merry christmas to everi one....may your hopes come true..and goals...to mi...its studies.and SYF ' 05 ...gold...OMG!!!hope so..and of cuz future concerts...yep..hope to haf more chance to go concerts..might affect studies ..i noe..but tats realli wat i want..i enjoy trainin hard for it...tml goin sui yi house for christmas party..goin to party...today shalll watch inuyasha and count down...haha//or maybe play maplestory..there surely got ppl count down de...muhaha..haf fun for christmas k..dun work too hard!

i am addicted to u----seventh night of july.u.u.juz u.......hm...love tat song....adores u...maybe i haf given up hope..but thinkin of it....maybe i was wrong...hm...sorry...ne way...tis song...is playin in my blog..thanks to jess..thanks to yun huey...thanks to MI!!! yoz...those out there...u love tis song...thanks for lovin tis song..cuz its nice..and i noe tat..and u too..haha..so u happen to see it in iweb tunes..or i web music...its thanks to mi can...see i so nice..i can guess who will be copyin and pastin in your blogs...muz be those band ppl...palyin tis song now...or played before tis song..i noe..it rox...so addicted to it can..haha...wish i can play it ..one day..for u ..and for mi...yeah....perservere on ...no matter how hard life can be...realli...like mi..juz took the test yesterday...phewh...but its still not full mark..and it means..some one out there will be better than mi always...u might i think i am arrogant..or snobbish..but if everi one dun think it tat way..think tat passin is juz enuff..u will stay complacent...and u will nvr learnt frm mistake...stay competitive...strive for the better...u will play and work hard always....then....u will be the best can...should go train my intonation...especially ...my e....bleahx..my low note sux..dunnoe y...everi time like tat...to get wat i want..muz get muz tat obstacle....ohya..who say seventh night of july is grade 6..its only grade 4 bah..i think...but the flute one...maybe ...hear the runnin notes...like praise like tat...see their score...goin to faint....bleahz...flautists realli veri cool can....hm...wish i can play runnin notes as fluently as them...one day...i shalll achieve it....


haha...we went to collect and buy books today...we pratically been to the whole of singapore to hunt textbooks and notes down...siao right...first went sch..buy books..go ps..buy things..in the end...decided to go heeren buy things...for christmas...then go cineleisure...take things..and go eat long johns...which i wanna say..is getting more and more...cheapy...so cheapy k...so small qnty...then exp..food gettin so much lesser..and my fries is patetic...bleahx...luckily i not hungry....or else ar...mi will be so angry....then we wanted to go abi hse le..then go meet brigitte mah....in the end..went to sengkang..siao right go somerset..then go dhoby ghaut..change to nel line..go sengkang..take a super ulu bus...go sengkang...her hse veri ulu..is like ok lah..in sengkang..but is like tis is sengkang right...nxt is ang mo kio bah...(yio chu kang)...a little weird isnt it..and we veri scared..later pass already..so sorrie to the bus driver..for our fear of gettin lost in that ulu place..hehe...in the end ...saw jin kayu...noe near my cousin hse..which is at yio chu kang..then the place...super deserted..like...tis here..one cluster..there suddenly one cluster...weird grp of flats..but veri nice..the environment super quiet..and high class??? thing slightly lah...like apartments like tat...hse nice nice...veri modern i guess...juz tat the door of the storeroom..scared mi...haha...;)...then go take bus back to sengkang interchange...take mrt ...surpose to meet abigail at 3 plus??4..den we reach sengkang mrt station that time near 4...worst is abigail say she leavin at around 5??freak us out...then we seat on train..count and count..got like near 20 stops diff lah..if we takin to pasir ris..then need like 1hr 45 mins???siao right...luckily i rmb can take bus at serangoon int..then abigail also sms us tell us can take 81 frm kovan there...and we got down at potong pasir..then went back..cuz it was too late to tell us lah hor..then go take 81 which is much faster then expected..reach her hse at 4.50?? phewh sia...then take bus home...realise her hse veri shuang..got direct bus go back home can...39..haha..then yaju veri ke lian..whole stack of books..so i help her carry her chi books back..the sec 3 and 4 de..plus handbooks loh...haha..mi nicey nicey right??haha..no lah..she also dun need it till sch reopen mah..then later if let her take..also dunnoe how she goin home ar..so big stack..one thing to comment..abi chi books..realli veri scary...haha..as in handbooks..and her geo..veri good can...so many stars stars...pro pro..and her chi comp...sorrie for readin..but it entertained us all the way home...haha..actually is quite good loh...but sometimes realli funny..hehx...sorrie ar!


thanks valerie for cheering mi up...appreciate it..sorrie for lettin u all down...realli..i will jia you nxt time..if there would be one lah...


i regret it ..realli..i am sorrie.realli sorrie for not puttin in much effort .for everi thing....not committed enuff to be a person tat i wanna be. but i am tryin...y cant u gif mi a chance..i noe u nvr liked mi..the look of your eyes and stuff...but guess it couldnt be the hateness in you...maybe tats not the reason..maybe i am juz a plain follower who thinks she can make it ...but no she cant...she failed herself badly...she realli do..and now..when she tries to change..no one can ever tell her her own mistakes...maybe it was the enthu-ness..maybe it was the seriousness..maybe it was the commitment..maybe it was the slackness..maybe it was everi thing in her...maybe she is realli a loser....she dun blame ne one..but could only blame herself..and embarrassment..for many hope she could make it..but she cant...for ppl who haf help her on the way...she wanna say thanks alot...she wanna say sorrie , tat she disappointed them...for wat they haf been thru together and all....sorry...tats in no faith.no energy.no strength.no hope.no nothin .take a break maybe..tat may help.sigh.the first time she lost..so badly...lost to her self...


y muz reality be so....real...yup tats life maybe

everi fall i make.juz say-
tats life.treat it is an experience.
an experience tat everi one haf to go thru in life.

it will brighten your day i hope.

"everyone must have a dream.a dream to make you carry on"
-quoted...frm a movie endin...princess d..nice show..haha=)

its true.without a dream/a goal...tat will be no means of living...its becuz of tat goal..tat u will try by all means..to get it...to live for it..without one..live will be so meaningless...remember

n on the road to achieve tat goal u want...there's bound to be obstacles..like hurdles on the track..like boundaries on the road..like road blocks....try being flexible..try jumpin across the hurdle...tryin changin to a new route when tats road blocks...u will still get the end result..the distination u haf always wanted...y give up so easily...

juz rmb ...not everithin in life ..will be so easy to get..if tats so..there will be no beggars..and no scholars...right??...so JIA YOU!

Hi Rayx. I want to believe that the world would be a better day tomorrow

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