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no happiness in mi
Sunday, December 19, 2004 / 9:17 PM
i regret it ..realli..i am sorrie.realli sorrie for not puttin in much effort .for everi thing....not committed enuff to be a person tat i wanna be. but i am tryin...y cant u gif mi a chance..i noe u nvr liked mi..the look of your eyes and stuff...but guess it couldnt be the hateness in you...maybe tats not the reason..maybe i am juz a plain follower who thinks she can make it ...but no she cant...she failed herself badly...she realli do..and now..when she tries to change..no one can ever tell her her own mistakes...maybe it was the enthu-ness..maybe it was the seriousness..maybe it was the commitment..maybe it was the slackness..maybe it was everi thing in her...maybe she is realli a loser....she dun blame ne one..but could only blame herself..and embarrassment..for many hope she could make it..but she cant...for ppl who haf help her on the way...she wanna say thanks alot...she wanna say sorrie , tat she disappointed them...for wat they haf been thru together and all....sorry...tats in no faith.no energy.no strength.no hope.no nothin .take a break maybe..tat may help.sigh.the first time she lost..so badly...lost to her self...