died-ed
Sunday, January 30, 2005 / 3:24 PM
eek...i really gettin stupid-er///
cuz...firstly...i nvr copy down qns i suppose to do for A maths..so cant do
then i dunnoe and gave up my A maths wksht
next, i dunnoe how to do chem wksht
then, now i dunnoe how to write a newspaper report for hist
conclusion-i am so DEAD!!
how???bleah..plus my tuition wk also goin to die le...
my sis is comin back..she reachin sg at abt 5.15....yeah...but...
i haf tuition...y like tat...no mood lah..juz now go wash the toliet..later..tml if she cum and check..wont die so badly lah...haha..eek..man...how to live...
i better go do my hist le..but i realli dun understand..wats wrong wif tat ziyang guy...bleahx
sharks
Wednesday, January 26, 2005 / 10:13 PM
i HAVENT do my hmwk...cuz of tis stupid changin of blog skin thing...bleah...some more the stupid skin decided to hang on mi...juz like my previous blog skin...bleah..the links and profile juz cant work..stupiack!bleah...i better go do hmwk le...or else cannot watch show and all leh..
eek!!!!tml snrs cumin ..hope so tat is..dun wan yi chang huan xi yi chang kong....bleah...makes mi feel so SAD!!!!:(
ne way...haha..finally realise how to para tis le...muz us int.exp then can..cannot use the ares to para it...bleah..so mafan....
also....yup...i wonder...it is realli true i guess
nowadays...
it feels like ppl juz ne how also can cry....
ne time..ne where
it makes their tears look so cheap...eek =(
look so meaningless...
like sheadin crocodile tears....
dun like....
sis cumin back on SUN!!!woohoo...but she like everi thing also nvr buy!!!bleah..but she buyin choco lah..still acceptable...i nice nice also leh...buyin present for her...haha...;)shall go shopin to buy new clothes with her...YEAh...i want a new bag lah..my bag is horrendous....blah..and ar...ML ...eek...dun wanna tok abt her...say tat word..already..wanna puke!!!stupid...dunnoe wats her prob also...ask her lah..so wat if she is.......so wat....i noe u haf power over us..but u used your power in a WRONG WAY.....at least...not on mi...make mi finally realise how NOT MEAN u are...stupiack can.say wat ...no i not mean...as if...tokin to who...wall ar...i noe u not mean to wall lah...then ar only 8 ppl pass..out of 40...still can laugh....stupid...hate u...dunnoe how u qualify also..no standard...
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
(chorus)
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly (3x)
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
(chorus)
Hey, cause I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
(chorus)
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can flyFly-eye-eye
If I just spread my wings (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
If I just spread my wings (I can fly)
I can fly
eek
Saturday, January 22, 2005 / 3:16 PM
upcomin week- 3 tests...4 test for higher chi de...good luck/bleah...stupid blogskin..got prob with links and profile...hm...shall go change skin soon....SIS COMIN BACK ON 30th...yesh...but she cannot find my bag....bleah...muz ask her come sg tat time..buy for mi....haha...who ask she can go LA ....so shuang...go there like 2 times le...issit..or once..nvm..got go there..already happy hor...bleah...she better noe wat to do ar...CNY>>>better treat mi better ppl....i veri angry on christmas leh...stupid...i am not a maid...not MARIAH!!bleah...jessica...i dun wanna tok to u....stupid....but u are quite right lah...the cathilyn gurl..nice..vanessa also nice...i like both...but sir suddenly say wanna put one of them in bassoon...he better not..want change..go ask elaine ..or her gang to MOVE!!! since she haf a perfect pitch hor...hm...nxt wed...hope they realli meant it..shall ask them on tue..issit on...i wanna haf a big laugh after tat...hope tat is my cny present....
the point of no return
Thursday, January 13, 2005 / 11:24 PM
DON JUAN (PHANTOM)
Passarino - go away!
For the trap is set and waits for its prey . . .
You have come here
in pursuit of
your deepest urge,
in pursuit of
that wish,
which till now
has been silent,
silent . . .
I have brought you,
that our passions
may fuse and merge -
in your mind
you’ve already
succumbed to me
dropped all defences
completely succumbed to me -
now you are here with me:
no second thoughts,
you’ve decided,
decided . . .
Past the point
of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we’ve played
till now are at
an end . . .
Past all thought
of “if” or “when” -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream
descend . . .
What raging fire
shall flood the soul?
What rich desire
unlocks its door?
What sweet seduction
lies before
us . . .?
Past the point
of no return,
the final threshold -
what warm,
unspoken secrets
will we learn?
Beyond the point
of no return . . .
AMINTA (CHRISTINE)
You have brought me
to that momentwhere words run dry,
to that moment
where speech
disappears
into silence,
silence . . .
I have come here,
hardly knowing
the reason why . . .
In my mind,
I’ve already
imagined ourbodies entwining
defenceless and silent -
and now I am
here with you:
no second thoughts,
I’ve decided,
decided . . .
Past the point
of no return -
no going back now:
our passion-
play
has now,
at last,
begun . . .
Past all thought
of right or wrong -
one final question:
how long should we
two wait,
before
we’re one . . .?
When will the blood
begin to race
the sleeping bud
burst into bloom?
When will the flames,
at last,
consumeus . . .?
BOTH
Past the point
of no return
the final threshold -
the bridge
is crossed,
so stand
and watch it burn . . .
We’ve passed the point
of no return . . .
PHANTOM
Say you’ll share with
me one
love,
one lifetime . . .
Lead me, save me
from my solitude . . .
Say you want me
with you,
here beside you . . .
Anywhere you go
let me go too -
Christine
that’s all I ask of . . .
a happy but sad day
Tuesday, January 11, 2005 / 9:14 PM
today mi go watch phantom...cried for phantom...we all all cried at the same part...orh.....so cool....so emotional..so MUZ WATCH!it rox lah pratically...especially the point of no return..and guess wat..phantom= don juan....yup..nice and cool name...and my sis was tellin mi..i noe how to sing phantom songs..when i was 2 or 3 years all..as in end all the phases lah..the last words...but i was only 2 plus...i am so pro...all u can say..my sis was so insane...she loved phantom like crz...or shld i say loves....haha..and she go watch the actual opera before...CLAPS....love sis lah...she nvr tell mi..so many things ar...maybe as i grow..i will learn more...hm...yesh.ne way...sorry guys ...for sectionals today..cant go..watch movie ...didnt noe it was so...bad...reallli...i juz realise i am such a failure..one day..i realli haf to give up...for 2 years being a snr...half a year of sl...i am lettin everi one fallin inner and inner into their own trap and we can juz stand their helplessly lookin at them..we tried usin sticks and strings..and ropes..they juz wont put it...hopin tat miracles happen..or they could juz use their own strength..i used to believe in it..but so much haf happened..maybe tats y they wld nvr need us..maybe they needed some thing different..some one diff..tat cld suit them...i dunnoe..realli...hm...things are gettin frm bad to worst...but we are also fallin..deeper and deeper...tis time round..we shouted...screamed...asked..pleaded..but no one came along...no one..wat are we goin to do...we are fallin..real badly...deep cuts and all..but....guess miracles only happen to those who are sucessful...not failures....rudeness .disrespect n etc...are the cuts...no one cld help mend them..no one cared..no one come pass to pull us along....helpless realli..
sad day
Saturday, January 08, 2005 / 10:23 PM
its a sad sad day for mi, im humiliated...made fun of..n cheated....y ..cuz i not fitted to be wat i m??not trusted...not liked..juz simply becuz i respected the person...y do ppl haf to treat one another tis way...tis issues are so sensitive...as one says...tis issue cannot be solved by no body except between u and the person...by complainin wont help solve the prob u noe..juz addin burden to another who realli believe in the person...and thought highly of the person...too self-centered..too one person point of view...muz grow up/mature n haf a wider range of view...i thought my points haf made u change alittle..but i guess i was wrong frm the start..
sch reopens
Tuesday, January 04, 2005 / 10:07 PM
sch reopens....hm...mi in O class again...ever so fated to be in O class...make mi sound so old...can...then i see my report book...ek....Oz...everi where!and my dumb comp...cannot enter le in blog...dunnoe y ....dun ask mi..so forgive mi if the entry sounds long? ne way...eek..is the mixed class can...then haf to study with smart ppl...so smart..so quiet in class...so hardworkin...so SCARY....realli....like no one even toks lah...ok lah...if the teacher is tokin...feel so weird....then the teachers...veri chim...dun understand..cannot adapt...how??die liao.hm..but i like hist best..teacher.nice i guess..eng relief too...think she veri pro...eng good....got to go study le..and go excerise...tml sure die..go revision thingy..den got PE....height and weight..sure die..like practically the whole class super thin can.hm...excerise more then....tata`