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tml will be a better day
Saturday, March 05, 2005 / 3:06 PM
'tml will be a better dayi do ..i realli thought tat i believe in it..but i nvr did see it comin my way.nvr..i haf always been waitin for it..some times..some day...but it nvr did appear..i tried searchin for it..tried standin up..in the end..i still muz admit..i lost..greatly.y?
1. ppl's support..no one
2. alwaes at the losin end
3. no one's loved
4. no one's appreciation
5. misunderstood
thought some one wld at least understand mi better..neh...
realli...but maybe i m juz too ignorant..too..naive..everithing is juz fake..its juz so reality..so physical..no one cared how i feel..i tried to console..but when i m down...no one bother...cuz i m to them..juz a girl..who is alwaes happy..who can console her self..who sees nothin but her own world..who is arrogant..who is ..juz some no body...
maybe i shld haf alwaes stayed tat way...
tat way maybe...i will nvr be hurt..i dun care...nothin will ever bother mi..not even real tears..let alone crocodile tears
juz wanna say..instructors rox my world..cuz of them..they make my day..when i m down..they are dere to cheer mi up...even though i think..they dun noe tat...
cuz of u..i felt happy...for tat day at least...
yuppie..thanks sumi..specially..for writin mi such a sweet testi..even though i said u will lame..haha..but u are...maybe i m juz slow in reaction lah..as i said..but u cheered mi up realli.thanks =)
haf been feelin real down..maybe cuz of the weather..nvr felt so bad before..when everithing juz come down so badly..
sorrie for makin ppl angry
.for spoilin your dearest bottle..i thought u were juz kiddin...shldnt haf lent frm u..shld haf known tat i wld be so irresponsible...for all...maybe i really shld quit everi thing...everi thing is wrong..so wrong..maybe i m juz some horrible person..who doesnt deserve ne thing
.for noein your secrets....sorrie..if i made u angry..realli..didnt meant to..
.for daoin ppl..i dun mean too..juz didnt noe how to face u..for my stupid mistakes n all..realli
.for bein such a idiot...being so ignorant..so naive..
.for not bein strong
.for bein tired
.for juz bein stupid
.for bein easily bullied
hey..i gt to grow up...life is reality...reality..is wat i m livin for ..and livin in..accept the life i m given to..n appreciate!