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my precious

plz ignore tis...if u already find mi irritatin

my wallet...my love..my beloved..
its more than ne thing in the world..not even david g..or wat..ever the ppl..or thing is is goin to replace it..cuz its got

my 40 dollars
my ez link card
my vjc concert ticket
my harry potter mudblood price book ticket
my coins
my library cards
my billabong chio bu pic
and all my 3 hearts..in white, pink and red

well...tats all in my wallet

but.t..its got so many memories and sweet hearts in it
how??
my first ever dream come true wallet..
its my first ever trust..frm my mother
and i lost it.
i dunnoe wat to do
i dun think my mum is goin to buy ne thing for mi ne more

how???
i still wanna buy so many things..
how can i...juz becuz of tat stupid box.
go die la..
i was throwin it all over..
hopin tat at least.my wallet will forgive mi
for not focusin on it..and chose tat box
idiot box

i want it to come back..realli
who ever who took it
plzz return mi my wallet
u can take all the money i haf..
but plz..not my cards..my hearts..

i will kill u ...k
realli
if u want money
juz take..
its the wallet tats wat i want
and u dun throw the wallet in the dustbin
hello~~its BILLABONG WALLET
it costed mi 30 bucks
u throw it
its worth ne thing more then in my wallet can
idiot..if u do ne thing to it
u will noe wat will happen to u man


i dunnoe wat kind of idiot will wanna throw away my precious
unless the person its a retard
go die la
dun wanna return to the mrt station
wat a ren zia
dun deserve to be a human k
idiot.no compassion
inhumane..if u loss ne thing
sure no one will return u de
cuz its your retribution..idiot!
lalala..

eek.todae is so tiring

well..i guess i goin into lala-land liao..its 12.40 am liao leh..wat to do.haha
ne way..todae is quite borin..got one lesson nia

wah...we are so motivated??into doin hmwk arnt we??
so crazy of us...well..i muz go shoppin..and bballin..and go see see ppl..u noe..haha
and go put braces la..haha. =PP

wa.shaman king rox todae la..so cool...
i missed inuyasha..cuz the noobs are realli slow..and i ar...ne how ne how..10 times..only aim 8 times correct..eek..bad baddd..shld go practise more..but so shuang...my life was full la..they cannot hit mi..or dun want..??dunnoe them la...weird..so easy to shoot mi also dun want..in the end i go paly high angle shots..then got a few . ultra high angle~~yessh..and and few high angle..muhahaha...nooby acc roz like hell la.

was slpin frm 5.45 to 8!!wake up several times..at around 6 plus..then thought father will wake mi yup at 7.30 to watch dolphin bay..eek..i missed half the show la..wanna cry..dam..well..who cares la..i think i cna figure out wat is it abt liao.haha...

eek..i am so bored to the core la..so sian..heyhey...we are goin to siao siao liao..i goin to count how many times i listen to seven nite..startin from todae.or issit tml.if its todae..12 am onwards..shld be once nia..before i go slp.. i shall go listen again..which is around now..i need to upload my mp3 first..or i will die of boredom..bleah.

i miss la.feel so sorrie..some one got ditch??i dunnoe...its rumored bah..but i hope not la..its like quite mean u noe.some more so ke lian.well..haha..nvm..its their prob la.not my prob..or yours to interfere..ne way.the person ditch u..its his or her own lose rite..who care them..you yan wu zhu..haha.

graduation trip-

plz be there with mi.when i need help

wow..watchin graduation trip now..loadin..bleah..takes 2 mins like tat..but its so touchin.
so sad.
u all shld visit tis webby http://www.kokoro.com.tw/ rox like hell

todae went for collection of old things..not so chaotic..but still fun lah
then there is tis family..gave us isotonic drink..so happy..they rox .so kind of them
then after tat went to j8 to go eat macs.ate turnover..so full.eek..shall go jian fei tml..orh sumthin.haha..but my aunt say..i look thinner already.yeshh.

well papa is back frm overseas.tats good..got car sit liao.hehe=)
but gb is pissin mi off..idiot ..deprovin till like sht..i better start intensive trainin..once holiday starts..all if i go free lvl..i will die.

haha..i suddenly juz thought of it..i think i listen to seventh nite of july for over 50 times already..am so proud of myself..bein the sole fan of that song.haha. zhong shi ying mi..becomes zhong shi ge mi..and zhong shi supporter of tat person.

yst tear score.
at first it is os fun.can realease the stress
then after tat..it gets more stressful..one after another..tear the title..then split the notes.
its veri hurtin..tearin west side story.harrypotter.armeanian dance..if i was ever to tear ross roy.to tear praise..to tear other pieces. while..it will be realli sui le wo de bo li xin

hey..i watchin the last epi of graduation trip le..sure adv to another one later..wat..now 2am le..
tell mi if i am crazy..haha


arrr.
its outragous.
doin so many crazy stuff.
juz to make tell some one..hey.i existed
u can hate it..but dun ever treat mi as invisible
at least dun give mi a cold shoulder
dun ever do tat.cuz its really hurtin
for doin so much.puttin in so much
juz to get a cold glare frm u.
realli. it isnt nice


flyers-

maybe i am juz paranoid.

maybe i am juz overly sensitive but.. i felt so depressed todae.
dunnoe y.like i am out of the league..maybe..
guess wat i dreamt yst..it was a horrible dream. a nitemare.
when i dream..i will alwaes haf nitemare..nothin will come rite..i dunnoe y

i dreamt tat i was kicked out..maybe i shld nt let it happen in the first place.
i shld juz quit..dun embarrassed my self.and others.for lettin them down.
maybe ...in the bus..well i thoughtt..maybe i shld juz fall out of the league..
in the first place..was i ever in the league.nooo..

well..at least tml will be a better day..its cross country.
dun think so much..i will find a solution to it.
realli..i will..confidence muz be in mi.
be strong..dun cry.so tat i wont be bullied~

eek..todae got pe..haha..ran 4 rounds.. well chan gave us 13 mins..haha..so long..so we
practically joggin..some walkin ...haha=P..practically todae like no lessonss...dunnoe where to teachers go also..well..nvm..i can do my own stuff.hehe=)

i miss u lah...

hey...i want my letter...i wann to tok to u...at least.. only u understand how u feel...i am out of the league..i hope u got back!!! realli..it isnt nice...tis is like the 3rd time already..at least in my memory..i dunnoe y..i fall out so easily..maybe in the first place i wasnt in the league at all..my ideas and theirs..is so diff..i will nvr be in a league..i am a loner..walkin on a bridge.(du mu qiao) and they...are walkin on big path way.(yang guang dao)..well..forget it

yeshhh.

its so disappointin..so disappointed and sigusted with myself

wee`
i fnally finish my reed list..in 20 mins??? so shuang..finish le..got dis man zhu gan in mi...like so relieve..and RELEASE~i need tis feelin...for so long..wanted tis.although it may seems a small thing to others..its still an achievement to mi...think positive..

eek..i am so disgusted in my self...so small a thing ..i also cannot say..watever la mi...so eek..and i stink..of sweat..in the bus..so guilty..like a pig like tat..orh no...i degraded..frm wise turtle..to smelly piggy...EE~i dun want.. turtle rox lah.

i better start learnin..and improvin..i noe i can do it..like my results....zhi yao you xi wang...meng xiang yi ding hui chen zhen....(if u pray hard,wish and work hard, your wish will be fulfilled)...well it happen with my studies..at least..its improvin..so happy with my ss/geo..got 79.6 lah/second highest in class...wee`..first time leh....in my sec 3 life..accept chi lah..haha...but tats not in my own class wat..tats combined class...so..

at least it makes mi feel motivated.i shall go study hard..and paly hard..to get wat i want~

wah..i left my pencil box in sch..dam...now i cannot do my variation hmwk.nvm lah..shall do tml or sumthin..make sure i do it..no playin..no watchin of tv...bleah..wat ever..haha

ee..my cousin called mi yst...i wanna go hk lah...plzzz...i wanna buy clothes..i wann see my sis..i want to leave sg..i wann see u u and still u!!!

lots of things to day..but i cant rmb ne thing...tis is bad..i think i goin crazy..orh well..i am quite high lah yst..but normal todae...yst so happy..and lucky..got knight..then the previous nite got dragon...i am so lucky lah..now sp is jealous..haha...i luv my gb mates..they are so funny..and nc ppl..like no worries like tat...rox my world...hehe=P

i wanna tell u everithin...ee..no time for mi..i shall go find u tml..and get my letter..so happy la..some one...eeee..i jealous..if i cld be as darin as u.....as sweet..as smart...well..i am juz an idiot...

lala-land`

i used to believe in it

todae is so borin . was like playin games..frm afternoon..wants to study..but in vain.now still doin tuition hmwk..ee..compo..got twoi dun care..do one first nxt week then past up.haha..i am so bad lah

father bought 2046.nice..not confusin.ne way..went joggin juz now..walk 500m..jogged 3.2km.yesh...got enuff stamina liao i hope..actually wanna go swimmin de..nvm.hey..its rainin not veri heavily..not the thunder like sht...so eee....like in the mornin like tat...light so bright.

visited the webby todaee...haha..sp thought i am funny???dotzz..got new foto. another no..its gettin out of control.. but it will subside soon..realli...with so many things..so little time...and furthermore..no more chances liao.so sadd...

heyy..my gb double axe le..i cna go create new acc..yesh~haha..finally..i thought will take veri long to become double axe lah..so weird can..like only a few days frm axe to double.but now cannot go beginner lvl..so sad.so more i everi time go hit teamates..like tk ..so bad lah...eee ..i better go train soon.haha=)

i will miss u..like i alwaes do..to u u and still u

saddenin truth-

eek..issit realli over?

haha..its nc to tok to ch..makes memories so happy..
realli..but i go see frenzter ...makes mi wanna cry liao
y??nvm...its juz a hope..nothin more..a impossible dream..it will nvr come true..not even when i dream..haha

hey...but at least..i got my dragon..first time ever in gb..so happy=)// too high..too pics of my avatar..dragonn..and sp's avatar..think was a nat..or sumthin...haha..so cutee lah.

losin control.concentrate focus..its one more week..and i can day dream of ages..not realli..maybe before the reports comes lah..but its like..hope its less then 300 of cuz..thought was possible..now?? i haf to work much harder..to make things come true.at least be realistic..set realistic targets..and not make childish wiishes.when u noe tat ..tat wilful wish will nvr come true
the more hopeful u are..the more disapointment u will haf.

forget it.no faith..also pointless rite?
juz rmb got ying yong wen hafen do..shall do tml..study hist first..

well..wats over is over.look towards future..maybe i will still be happy..after tat ..on 5th..juz the last time...then i shall forget everiting..head to toe..

crazy over u-

i dunnoe how to do maths lah.how?

hm..realli i dun understand at all now..stupid a maths..better go and study hard ..practise..dun slack..so tat hk is in the way.i am gettin despo..i wan so many things..was realli window shoppin online..get it..WINDOW shopping haha..hm..i realli want so many things..shirts.shorts.pencilbox.waterbottle..zentouch.cam.new phone..siao lah..all the things practically ..soooo long nvr shop.missed the roads.the painful legs..hey..i think downstairs havin catfight..realli can hear cat screechin at each other...eek...hate cat fights.

hm..tok n tok ..crap n crap..i realise..still cannot forget..cannot get over.y??too good..too talentedd..forget it..i give up..tis is faith..maybe i realli haf to postpone till 8 instead of 7th..i shall ask candy..shld i risk sarcifce bd.or u?? y am i so des.y??to mi..in my mind its tis definite ans.but in my heart..i long for another.darn.

i loathe u..for not ever sayin hi..both.not once. i plucked up strength.. along the way.i tried..buttt..forget it. realli..i wanna juz forget the past. maybe i cant..too many memor...realli..xx saay its is nice.i think its both bitter and sweet..realli

its 12am..i am still crappin..better go slp soon
need to recharge my battery..aiya..low power le.

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