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life is full of lies

i dunnoe wat happen to me. am i goin to break my promise too?

sch is pretty chaotic nowadays
but..
at least gettin used to it.

alot haf happen since den
haix
i duno wa.t to say
but
its juz confusin

grand papa
i am realli sorry
i dunnoe wat to do too
haha.
realli contradictin la
i guess i am juz realli confused
and luan!

eesh
i realli wanna forget everi thing
but can i realli do it
......
forget it
maybe i will let faith decide my destiny
shant think abt ne thing
let the river flow
y find some blockade to block it frm flowin thru u
when one day
u will realise tat hey the blockade might break ne time
cuz u are goin against nature

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

i am super happy as u can see abt tat title.lol=)

yeah!!!!
firstly
fri was stupid lame malued but haha
in the end came out quite well lo
still talkin and all
cheers
lol=)
we are still friends after all rite?

yeah
my worries are all over
lalalala
i can sing
yeah!!!!
lol.
happy till cannot nap lo
lol.haha
dunnoe y??
but go tuition tat time
den tired le
lol.but heck
it was a WONDIFUL DAY
no matter how embarrassed i felt

sat
went to buy presents for en and pt for their bday party later
was supposed to meet at 12.30 changed to 1pm
cuz we all will be late
den in the end
i reached orchard at 1.05 like tat
they haven reach lo
so funny can
ne way
they came at ard 1.20 ba?
then we walk ard the place
in search for their presents.bought quite a few nice stuff for them
hope they like it=)

den ard 3 plus
went to find hong and ying
lol.so funny
me and ru creep behind ying and scare them
they sure concentratin hard.esp ying.lol=P
ne way.nvr eat lunch, juz bought drink cuz dam thirsty
den we do hmwk..den prepare go sa de pop(passin out parade)
ok..it was rainin initially but stop miraculously lol
funny..some ppl muz be prayin hard.but oh well we were still late
lol.so miss quite a bit
but heng i nvr miss the concert. lol
or i will CRY!!!

hm
sas band really strict can
scary but COOL!
lol..alot of things to learn frm them wor
even the CAB dun look like one with that uniform
lol=P
oh well
sit at the back row at the centre there
haha.not a good view for me in my opinion.haha
u will noe y.
their sec 2s played 2 songs
we were busy talkin la throughout their songs
luckily dey nvr come shoo us away
lol.i think everione like starin at us la
haha..cuz we like tokin and tokin non stop on how to make our band BETTER~

den after tat
the alumni band played 4 songs
yeah
tat one..we all SHEESHH
lol..cuz wanna record and listen properly ma
haha.but i missed the first song for recordin.oh well
get it frm hong later.lol
YEAH so my idols
and saw one for the first time
DAMN HAPPY
can practically sing
he damn pro la.
played the solo
woots
i haf high standard for a person to be my idol can
lol=P
yeah yeah and frm then on i am super high
lol.claps!!!

went to sengkang pt hse for their birthday party after tat
took the wrong lrt line cuz we like super countrybum
haha
i first time take lrt can.lol=P
ne way.reach their place at ard 8 ba?
tryin to act like si da tian wang
lol.all 4 of us super high all the way la.
yeah yeah.took alot of lame pics and play the water game
tat make me feel so malu on the way home.wet and hmm

ne way
went to fetch my sis after tat
i was like cock eye
ppl ard me all taller den me lo
den i haf to tip toe.lol
haha..but i finally caught hold of them la
yeah~
went to eat prata later
cuz damn hungry
eat eat till ard 1 plus
den fetch sis home den me reach home at ard 2?
yeah.den go bathe and go straight to bed
yeah!tired can..no la.i tried to stay awake to do some hmwk
manage to finish one chi hmwk le.yeah!


oh yeah
one more thing
i finally added him
yeah
haha
finally haf the courage!
lalala
after one yr??yup
i dun care le
muz be more thick skin
juz wanna make friends ma
=)

lol
everi thing came out so smoothly
almost all my new yr resolutions are met already
i am super happy
maybe u can say i am too easily satisfied
but tis is how i work
aimin to high might make u even more disappointed when things dun go your way
be simple and trust your own judgement if possible.=)

ARRGHH

i am realli confused.confused abt wat i am rite now.realli

haha.
i was tokin to grand papa tat day
tok tok
den i suddenly said sumthin meaningful
sounds so nc!

oh well
there are alot of miracles in life
juz hope tat our lifes will be filled with miracles as well

yeah
i hope so
i realli wanna see a miracle
realli.

well
i give my self till friday
do i realli haf such a strong determination
YESHH
i haf
i haf always manage to do wat i said i wanna do
can i make it and survive without gettin so much injuries
YESH i can
i am sure i can
YES!!

no matter wat happen
i am goin to wake up on sat mornin
with a smile on my face
yesh
tats my new year resolution
lol
i finally came out with it
oh ya
and i came out with another code

lovin some one
is to sacrifice for his or her happiness=)

cheers
wat ever the out come is
i am not goin to care abt ne thing ne more
and tats it
i dun give a dam
yes!

sch is busy
alot of things are goin on at the same time
sis is comin back
yeah
and CNY IS COMIN
means hol is comin
hope they dun give so much hmwk
i wanna go bai nian de lo
hehe=))

cheers ruixian
u can do it
cuz i believe in=)

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit a while with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up: To more than I can be.


By :westlife.
veri meaningful.after u read finish the lyrics

todae's induction was
COLD!!haha.my hands were all frozen up
and i am super tired le la.yawns*
but we played okie i guess
but after hearin hong's record.feel demoralised
alot of loop holes
ne way..i was like practisin the piece when they were tokin..some speech
was bored
so practise lo
pract till me and yj go try te prince of eygpt score
lol.=Pp
think tis yr sec 1 alittle the no manners la
u noe wat i mean when u see them

after tat
went to cut hair
lol
alot of funny ppl to stare and peep at
so funny can
my hair looks like i got electric shock after the person blow my hair
lol..i keep laughin till the person ask me..den she was like sayin
after they style the hair will be flat le
but i still laughin all the way la...super funny.
oh..n i keep sayin the behind hair still alittle too long
after tat..i realise..now its alittle too short ar..lol.stupid me
she was still sayin its okie .


went for tuition later
took taxi
reach there
and then blabla
ok.start lesson
sat there for 3 hrs
dunnoe wat the teacher tokin abt for amaths
emaths i understand le
thanks teacher
no la.i am not suppose to understand amaths
haha..juz do lo...try to figure out my self..
slowly slowly
ne way.i am suppose to be slow ma hor.lol

but the teacher quite funny
nc and friendly
lively too.
veri cute=)
ok..at least i was tryin to concentrate
but sumtimes alittle drift off lo.ook..CONCENTRATE!

ok
i am beginin to slack again
at home
dun feel like doin hmwk le
haix
and i am EXHAUSTED AGAIN!
mon start the siao siao life again le
hope its not as bad as last week
realli wanna die of it le leh.

oh ya
i startin to like you raise me up
and a whole new world.feel free to listen to it in my blog.=)
newly added songs.cheers=))


rehearsal for sec1 induction ceremony

i feel motivated..to do better

well
i wasnt there for the major playin
cuz was tunin out
didnt noe we were juz goin to run thru once in the hall
so i stand outside tune up
oh well
in the end
only play the sch song
and we haf to shift back to the band room again
kana scolded by the teacher in charge and ong
ok
i may not realli like him
but..i think
his speech was ...hm..good todae??though naggy..but it make me reflect.
its true
our discipline sux.

we haf alot of problems on your hands now
its veri chaotic..
alot of things to settle.
to set a good start for the nxt batch
we shall make a legacy ! yeah!
now
i need to PRACTISE HARDER!! and STUDY HARDER
it may sounds easy ..but ..i realli need to be motivated
plan everi thing correctly..no mistakes tis time..no more
i no mood do..if not..can slack abit la hor..but ..still muz study le=)

we shld not find ne excuse abt not playin well
start practisin
if u are not good
u shld noe it
u are not TONE DEAF
tune yourself till perfect before u join the others
and not spoil their nc tone
tune everi note..and dun be lazy..
juz by not tunin tat note ..might be the reason y we played so badly

practise harder
and play better
den we can get nc pieces to play.
den we will start to feel motivated abt band
yeah!...miss those days when we played so many nc songs
when we sound ..hm..at least can hear wats the song abt u noe.
i miss the pieces...arr..

encourage your self tat band is fun
before tryin to motivate others
if u ourself dun like to come for band
u wont even sound persuasive when u ask ppl to go for band.
cheers..band is fun!
be more organize and dun be so ...chaotic
start plannin.
yup.

if we live to all tis abv
we shld be fine i guess
haha..and live HAPPILY EVER AFTER!
cheers=)

ne way
went to some museum todae..some war memoir stuff..dunnoe how to spell la
sum place at harbor front there.for learnin journey
it was fine la..if u are takin history
lol..haha..juz facts abt ww2 in singapore..like wat they went thru
i pity them realli.its always the innocent citizens tat suffer during war..
oh well..guess u will find it better..to go to the museum instead of the wat..vege
farms.or orchid farms..durin this rainy season..lol..carmen say.the place was muddy
while we are all in the AIR CON-ed ROOM ...lol=P

got to see the bayonet..
and the BADGE!! dam nc can..with the jewel and all
its so much better than the hilter's iron cross.
hilter's one like frm the pasa malam as compared to tis
lol..hehe.candy say de..but i also think so la..tis one look so much ncer.
oh ya..the soldiers..poor things..haf to wear metal helmets
siao can!..super heavy.but oh wel..wat to do..u wanna see your head
being burst apart???lol=P..ok..alittle cruel.

todae's lesson
hm.only had 3 lesson todae la
lol..haha..i always like wed..
but ar..when they start the tests thingy
one will start to hate it..lol.

ok..study hard
and SMILE ALWAYS!

shopping!

the shoppin craze..

went malaysia on sat to make clothes
lol..cant even make in time for cny
oh well.
ne way..i custom made my own pants
and one jean jacket.
the pants is suppose to follow the volcom version
hehe..i got do research one can =)
mum request me to make one pants
cuz she say..
my legs too short..veri hard find pants
always haf to alter..hehe..tats true
so...veri ma fan..thus i haf to custom made it tis time
see if its good..pray hard it is!

den..we spend the whole day in malaysia la..at nite..6 plus come out
went to eat dinner den come back.
malaysia ar..still the same as ever lo.
we juz pass by the villages and small towns
nvr go into the big ones can
super sad..

in the end
still haven got my cny clothes
so..todae ..went out to get some
i was still decidin wat to get lo
but mum say..get it todae..cuz no time liao
in case u are wonderin.its realli quite pack for me la
so..alittle no time..hehe.haven even cut my hair..goin on fri
ne way.within a...abt..2hr 30mins
i bought :
1 balloon skirt.
2 blouses
1 half jacket
another skirt..i usin the last time buy de
cuz haven wear yet

i am super satisfied with one blouse
super nc can! lol.
cuz i always wanted tat la.
look so unique and cool..
but i realise ar..
i need to get a necklace for the blouses
or else it will look weird
mum say get bangles too
cuz i dun wear watch liao
waitin for papa to buy one for me..
still thinkin abt the shoes and bags
but its easier to find now
since i haf settled the impt part of the cny shoppin
hehe.

ok.
i need to start piain hmwk
got a whole stack of it
haven do
sux
they realli think tis 1 day hol
is a week issit
damn
okok..better not complain
STUDY~
gambate!

sch'

hectic.

todae
reach sch
haf to climb to the fourth lvl.
tirin
but shuang u noe
finally all the way up.
but who noes
we were shifted down rite after mornin assembly
none of us are quite happy
haha.
oh well
its the sacred grd to us.
ok..chill..

den
oh my god
hist
i wanna cry le
y we change tcher
arr
so busted
no one is happy
i doubt it
predictin to fail soon lo
i mean
veri soon
ok nvm...cheers..i will juz haf to work extremely hard

i like amaths
it was fun
one of the funniest lesson out of the 3 lessons todae
oh well
in case u were guessin
tell me how can emaths and bio be tat fun ne way.=P

tml is wed
i like tat day alot
cuz we end sch earlier
after tat
lookin forward to weekend
cuz can rest
hehe.

todae was boring
everi one was so sian
tcher tok
we juz stare at the table
haha..ok i was lookin at them
but i think i nearly drifted away le.
eyes was like tired.but mind still awake
but ar..i muz say
its not veri nc to sit rite at the back
cannot hear wat the teacher is sayin clearly lo
eek.
oh well..
nvm abt tat for now
we goin to change seats soon too
haha.

ok.
i think nothin else more interestin to say le
except
we end sch 5 mins later
haha.
hmm
band todae was okie la
practisin for induction ceremony
oh ya
and i muz say tis

MY NEW FAV SONG IS PERSIS OVERTURE!!
it juz rox-ed..hehe =P

like the quotes..

realli meaningful.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who ! isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

they mean alot to me.every quotes means sumthing.It thought me alot of things..n the different view of life. feel free to read it.some may find it as a waste of time..but once u are put into that person's shoe.u will understand and appreciate it . it to all my frenz out there.read it..and live with it..haha

guess what i did.
i starting to put schedules into my hp calendar!!yeah.its a good start.gettin organized...den slowly slowly..leave out some time..for revision and all..

i left a note..on my phone.it was on things to-do. i wrote.
to feel motivated in sch and at home.Cheers!

thats the right mindset.
leave the past alone
and MOVE FORWARD.

its time to forget everi time
and move on
my life can go on...cuz i dun seem to care ne more
realli.

Hi Rayx. I want to believe that the world would be a better day tomorrow

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