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tat line already killed me
memories flashed past.when everi one used to be happy. i was happy..

its no point sayin ne thing ne more
wats done is done isnt it
life used to be happy and wonderful
when we were young and innocent
but when we come up to be teens or adults
things seems to change
the world suddenly seems ugly to us
to all of us.

i dun bother to noe ne thing ne more
cuz i dun see the point
it juz makes me more agitated
and try to be some one else tat is so not me
something killed me
something call believin in ppl
can u imagine tat

now i wish tat camp was tml
or even now
cuz den
i can juz relax haf fun
and oh well
get tired out of doin high e..
tower..
amazin race and more..
i want my daddy mommy!!
i want hong hong!
i want boss!
i want ping ping!
i want lingg!!
i want my bed!!!!!

frenz
wat is defined as frenz
and wats defined as crush/couple/relationship
ask ourselves
do we need to lose one fren
when we were juz being with another fren
so wat it simply means is tat
all of uz shld juz haf one fren
and stay with tat
there is no point is hafin more frenz rite
cuz it juz spells more trouble.
yup

a failure in the process
i dunnoe wats wrong with me

I PASSED MY CHEM, EMATHS and CHI!!
haha
but oh well
my hist sure fail de la
and so as for my amaths todae
also die le
dun need console me le
sure fail de lo
how to pass
i cant do binomial suddenly for nuts
dunnoe wats wrong with my p n c also
quite screwed up
hopin for a D7 can le
lol

yst was half day
so 10.10 end sch
after tat got band till 12.30
but practise yiddish with ms sia
so ended alittle later
oh well.left sch at ard 1?
surpose to meet hong they all at wat?2!!
obviously i am goin to be late
reach home at only like 1 plus 2?
and so hard to find my tuition stuff la
bleah.
so in the end
met yj late.and of cuz only reach pp mac at 2 plus 3? i think
haha
quite bad
sorrie guys!

ne way
we were surpose to go some
erhm erhm place
in the end we back out
so decided to go nxt fri instead
jolly shandy was nc
make me full
haha-
went jammin at pp
ok
i muz admit
i dunno how to play ne thing de
so i juz sit there and see them play
play play keyboard sound alittle
haha
quite fun leh.i like the keyboards , they got lots of sounds
which are quite funny at times.

left the place at ard 4 plus 5?
went back mac
den go makan and slack abit
cuz i wanna go tuition late
haha
=P
and we were tokin crap
haha
but got nothin to gossip much abt leh
and i am still tryin hard to decipher my yiddish

todae.
depressed abt my amaths
not happy at all
i dunnoe y
i expected tat to happen
ne way
i stayed back to help daddy mummy instead for our band board
i seriously dun see ne prob with our board lo
at least there are lots of things on it
hello!!!
oh..but we still sat down to do it
even though we slacked for 1 hr plus before we get started
so we only left sch at ard 5?
actually 4 plus finish
den went band room play play
haha
i still want my sax!
forgot to bring the score and reed todae la
bleah-

i will learn to forgive, to forget , to foresee
and last of all
learn to be HAPPY!

LYRICS LYRICS LYRICS

i can go crazy over them..=)

tis song-dilemma by nelly ft kelly rowland is quite a old song.but its nc!link it and it makes me feel better =)

(Kelly)
I love you and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do,
Need you

No matter what I do....
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

(Nelly)
Uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing i'd ever seen
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son doh-oh, but that’s okay
‘Cuz I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mama hittin’
And in no time I better make this with her mine and that’s for sure
‘Cos I-I never been the type to break up a happy home
But uh there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t leave alone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,”

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how niggas start actin trippin out here about they girl
And there’s no way-hey-hey Nelly gon' fight ova no dame as you could see
But I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya,
don’t you forget it
But uh it ain’t that easy for you to pack up and leave him
But uh you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Sing it for me, Kelly

I love you and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it’s more than you’ll ever know
Boy, it’s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(‘Cos you don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right
East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I see you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right.
oh

another oldies..by leann rimes-you light up my life=)

So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark, but you've come along

You light up my life
You give me hope, to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song

Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, hey I Love You
Never again to be all alone

And you light up my life
You give me hope, to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song

You, you light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong, how it feels so right
'Cause you, you light up my life

a new song-not realli new la.but its craig david "new" album song-unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart,
in my head,
it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

([Chorus])

When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

([Chorus])

Now I see, what love means ....

arr
i juz like these songs so much
better start workin hard too though
haha
cheers=)




hectic

no more honeymoon for me.no more fairytales.come back to reality

my life is a disaster
my tests are like
HORRIBLE
i dunnoe wat i am doin
cuz i cant concentrate ne more.
i dunnoe wats wrong with me either
but..
i guess..
i am starting to think
and wonder
and consider
and start to want to work harder

we went to go see ex sec 4s get their o's today
it was like
wow.
scary.
ne way..
non of us feel like studyin todae la
teachers also no mood.all so nervous.esp mornin lessons
in the end
not much of a lesson lo
haha.but its realli stressful
to hear them tok abt wat is expected ..the scores and all
ARGHH

i feel motivated to work hard!
lol
for band ..
for studies(i hope)
and for everi thing else i wanna achieve in tis comin year
JIA YOU
and ALL THE BEST
to everi one in doin wat ever u hope to get tis yr !
GOGO JIAYOU!

forget abt everi thing
is the key to sucess
and i hope i can do it


screwed up-

its totally screwed up

i hate it
my life is so screwed up
sux.

i dunnoe wats goin on
i realli dunnoe ne thing
i dun wanna think ne more
cuz i dun wanna care ne more..

i tired
tired of everi thing
i dun wanna noe wats goin on at all
juz tired

i used to get excited when i hear crazy in love
got sad when i hear we belong together
but
wats the point now
i dun even care ne more
its not my prob.

i was such a fool
in expectin sumthin in return yst nite
i keep tellin my self
stop it
u stupid fool
forget abt everithing.
but..
i still cant do tat
i still check it constantly
i am such a fool
a fool in my mind and heart
i realli need to practise on my determination.
cheers

i guess i was still expectin sumthin today
haix
at least
i am gettin over it
slightly
not realli carin tat much ne more
thanks grand papa
for everi thing u haf done for me
for the great help
even if i hurt u so much

maybe i am the one to blame
it is my fault
i hate my self
for being so ignorant
for being so stupid
for being such a fool
for being idiotic
for being naive
if i said i hate u
i was lyin
cuz i hate my self more.

Hi Rayx. I want to believe that the world would be a better day tomorrow

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