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Tuesday, April 03, 2007 / 10:25 PM

hurs.
i am starting to dread going to school
this is super HORRIBLE -.-
it wasnt like this before you know
its not that lessons are that bad
its just that i am SUPER DUPER TIRED
- seriously lack of sleep
- waking up early some more
- no time to rest , every day in the week is filled!

and i dont even understand what the teachers are talking abt
TOTAL CLUELESS even worst then in sec sch -.-
i am stupid THANKS MAN

and there is PW to do
seriously
you shld see my msn
every one is cursing PIs
its all abt BLA BLA PI!
lol its abit hilarious but i have to do it too hurs.
i hate it
who the hell came up with it
i mean its quite okie if we DONT HAVE SO MANY STUFF TO DO
like ccas and tutorials and exams arent enuff

i am beginning to wonder if jc is the right choice seriously
its like i dont understand a single bit of lecture i mean not like dont understand EVERY SINGLE CRAP but .. kind of . its abit like why i come for this lecture when i dont even understand it. hurs. waste time only. =((
TP is tempting me real badly
esp when you hear so many ppl wanting to do it
and you will think
hey at least i have the grade to do it now
what abt nxt time!!
grrs.

today's band was quite cool though
at least it showed that my practise at 11 plus 12 plus at night paid off
its kind of cool to play so late at night haha
at least i guess i improved abit!
but its still A LONG LONG WAY TO GO!!!
jia you.
just happy that i made slight improvement
but i am far away frm playing the piece correctly and not break down
abit angry that i still cant even do the first page. -.-
but hey keep cool
every one is doing their best so shld ME!
oh yea.
every one seems damn stress la.
what ever happens just take it slowly at a time