Tell me you love me.

when the world came crashing down

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 / 8:41 PM

can you believe it.
in one day.
so many things can happen
i hate this.
life is really ... happyyy..hahahaha.

to think i am a not so sad person.
to say this
i feel so weird.
so different
so not me.
i dun understand why.
the word nominal just came into my mind
and if you dun understand. dont bother cause it doesnt matter ne way.

joanna!
i want 1 zillion tubs of snow frost
i want to go amk hub every day.
its really the battle for the end of the world every day.

and i have been thinking of poly.
for no reason
but right after i got my jae posting.
i really felt like it.
hurs.
if i really kana retain
you will know where to find me nxt year.

1.5 more weeks to concert.
and i guess 3 weeks? to syf.
i am still not prepared.
this is horrible.
really horrible.
get me out of syf.
i will only pull every one down.

getting all whinny and work up
sorry guys if i snap at you
its really pissing and fustrating at times.
i am just angry with my self.
and i dun understand why some ppl are just pure.
making me feel so ............
well then
like i say
nominal.
really.
i want to care
i understand how you all feel
but life is unfair.
and the verdict is already there.
accept it and move on.
what ever reasons it is.
i dont wanna care.
i just hate broken promises
i struggled with it once twice . ...
i know how it feels like
and i dun wanna live with it ne more.
so ya.
sorry but its the end of everything.