Tell me you love me.

the start of something new..

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 / 9:07 PM

today is the day when everything will start ANEW

hope i can really do it
HOPE SO.

that is
if my flames dont die out
but its near half way thru the wick already.
gee..
gong..

its back to square one

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 / 9:23 PM

quote unquote by xt and me

ITS BACK TO SQUARE ONE

and sometimes i wonder
did we even move out of that square in the first place.
but
along this path
we are still glad that we have met some people in life that is worth meeting
RIGHT XT!
ar you know who you are ppl!
ar hmph hmph.
the wear specs ones ar.

ne way
we are about the execute project X
project to stage a rebel
we are sick and tired of everything that YOU have done to us
i didnt come here cuz of you you know
gee
thanks
ALL BLACK AND WHITE
i dont do things just to get treated as a servant please
if you really feel that we are just redundant ppl
and some one of a much lower status that dont deserve to talk to you at all
so be it.
i dont care ne more
its just rubbish to ever think that hey
maybe there will be a miracle

life is not so simple

you disgusting pigs.
what ever we do
we dont get appreciated
then whats the point
there is only 24 hrs aday
and its not enuff for me already
i dont wanna waste my time on stupid pigs.
so ya.
all the best man
becuz WE are goin to break apart
WE are goin to be the ppl eating transparent glass
WE are goin to be THEY
you can go be the WE your selves.

stupid slacker. PROMOS in one mth
and guess what you are doing
STILL ONLINE SLACKING
good job man

i wish to fly out from this cage

Sunday, August 12, 2007 / 9:57 PM

i love the feeling on stage
the happiness of completing song after song
i love combined bands
its the reason y i came here
although its not entirely fulfilled because of some stuff
but i feel wanted at the moment
i feel that i didnt made the wrong choice in that instance
thanks for the opportunity

i just wish life is simplier
without all the jealousy
without all the distance and isolation
its just wanting to laugh at all the silly stuff people do
and get pass which day thinkin about nothing
y cant life be so simple.
lookin at you all just makes me feel speechless.

the happiness yest was long forgotten

i wish to fly
fly up high in the sky
nvr to return

and in this dark silent night
when the world has forgotten about you
just wish yourself a happy bday
its just you you and you yourself alone
rmb that.

i dun want to be a emo kid

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 / 10:04 PM

i dont have a choice, you are just cornering me

sometimes
its not because i want to the whining freak
i dont want to be a emo kid
i dont want to be pessimissitic abt life.
and i dont want to throw my temper at ppl

but
i am forced to do so

its just that
why am i so..
so insecure abt this world
this irritating life.
i dont want to do ne thing

sometimes
i only wish if i can stay at home in my whole life
to live in MY own world
i dont mind not doing ne thing at all
i really dont
i dont wanna to think about anything
to deal with any situation
i dont care

just say that i am just tryin to be a child
but dont you think when life is a child
a toddler
all you have to worry is
WHERE IS MY FOOD
and I WANNA SLP
life is just so simple
and when a day to you may seem forever
and when a year may seem ETERNITY
life is so simple

in the end
i was push to a corner
shut from the whole universe
in this small room of my own
left with nothing
no tool
no white flag
no nothing.

sometimes i wonder y did i ever wanna step in this stranger world of mine.