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Saturday, January 26, 2008 / 11:16 PM
lets embrace sober together. lets live in an isolated world where no body can ever bother you i like the sound of that sounds emo? but it seems like there is nothing in my life that seems to be joyous
well every one seems to be lookin forward to something maybe not for me i wake up each day feeling happy? no i feel nothing i look forward to school each day to see my frens? maybe not i dont wish to go to school all i want is to sit at home and face the walls of my room despite the state of it i guess they maybe cleaner then ppl out there i have nothing to look forward to just like any walkin corpse i live life like what others want me to
sometimes i wonder being able to talk to myself seems like a good thing at least i can be a better listener to myself say that i am selfish cause i dont give a damn lets all just be eccentric ppl and talk to ourselves maybe then no one will be unhappy everyone will like your own company
lets cry for hurray! cause we are all going down down and down.
this sucks. =(
Sunday, January 06, 2008 / 12:06 AM
yet another disheartening day. i guess we cant please everyone i guess i am just abit over piled up with things to do i guess i am just irritating.
everyone seems to be studying i am tryin but i just cant seem to put my heart into it =( i dont noe where to start from in the first place. guidance ... well what ever
time management doesnt seem to apply to me i get exhausted so easily at the end of the day when i finally head home all i can think of is just stoning and slacking and SLEEP i seems to me now that how i try to forget abt everything is just to get stuff to eat my family is goin to accompany eat supper lol just cause i drank only soyabean drink and a bread at 6 till now i wasnt really hungry but i just feel like eating sounds like a de stressing method? i guess so? so what do i really want to do i am just so mentally drained to even think i feel so shit-ified lets all just get sick lets just run away from reality and not face the music
i know i just dont want to do it i am just lying to my self. so at the end of it who am i really?
a new year 2008
Thursday, January 03, 2008 / 12:53 AM
a new year a new beginning OR ISSIT SO??
but any way the school term has start and its busy from the start all those practices coming all those hmwk all those MOCK TESTS all thost EXAMS ARR driving us poor students crazy
okay lets not talk abt HMWK!! at least i did like most of it? okay la to be truthful most of the OTHER stuff other den maths its really .. bad =( for the 17th year of my life okay change 18th year of my life i think i haven completed my hols hmwk before is that SAD or whaT? oops!!
oh another random thing just receive email that i have to bring some childhood photo to sch tml? yea i bet like most ppl wont bring cuz not everyone will check email everyday? i didnt even wanna come online luckily i did if not i will get screwed? since she doesnt like me but ar.. okay whatever but ne way ... i was lookin thru those DUSTY photos lol the past and the present wow i finally understand why adults like to say i wish i was still a kid like LITERALLY not like STUDENT sorry i nvr wanted to be one i wanna be a kid like 4 5 6? okay even 1 2 3 ar. those memories. GREAT we wont get ne ... super horrible scoldings frm parents and all and every one goes GAGA over you. AR.=( how we all wish we were kid. so .. in the end.. i didnt wanna take some photos. which i noe if i take out i will misplace it YEA MAN its for me to keep FOREVER AND EVER!
i found THIS. LOVES
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 / 3:42 PM
Madamoiselle
Hi Rayx. I want to believe that the world would be a better day tomorrow