Tell me you love me.

its better to stay this way?

Monday, June 30, 2008 / 11:14 PM

rofl
while others have finished their exams
i have my H1 on WED!!
havent even started studying
i am already in my hols mood
HOW CAN
okay HECKED

such a horrible week
okay hols is HORRIBLE TOO
studying , slacking what ever you call it.
just wasted my life for that 1 mth
gees.

i cant wait for freedom!
i mean wed.. when exams is over for A WHILE
then here goes . A LEVELS
i am not even PREPARED FOR IT
WOW. how surprise i am.

maybe?
maybe happiness and sadness is just one line apart
just like sanity and insanity.
so how do you define such terms

to love or to hate its a question
i can never answer that
i will never want to answer that

thinking thinking thinking

Friday, June 20, 2008 / 10:29 PM

SECOND POST!
too many thoughts going in..

its time to let this go
shldnt i
i have nvr shared it with any one
not that kind of person
maybe you think i am
haha
i wont..
because this is part of me
part of the memory in my life that goes down

this is the millionth time i have said it
let it go...
arghhh
i never may will
its sweet
its bitter
its full of question marks.
so is this ?????????

say that i am confident.
say that i am not
say that i am prideful
say that i am not

so who is this you are talking to?

i dont like it when ppl oppose to my thinking
prideful?
yea. i am
i am stubborn
i do listen
but i have my way of thinking, esp when i think i am right
i think I AM RIGHT
i mean everyone does things differently
so try not to lecture me too much
I BITE

confident
maybe not
i have no confidence with myself.
wish i had the courage
the self esteem to fight that unknown thingy out there
say NO

what so ever much things i do
i dont think i can pass my exams
i never will
okay maybe i didnt do much
but i know i can do the sums in the revision
i just CANT DO EXAMS QUESTIONS
i really dont know y
can you help me?

everything is so...
so... bleah out there
why cant we be more...
why cant i be more....
we all need a heart detector.
detect what we are thinking in our hearts
arrrgghhhh

your mysterious guest

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 / 1:51 AM

finally changed my blogskin.
simple is still the word to use

being busy... STUDYING?
you can say so.. but i have been slackin alot
if you see my to do list each day..haha WONDERFUL...
big lag time
chem which has always been my weakest sub..might be making more sense..
but i have yet LOTS TO CATCH UP.
arghh..
math..i dunno still no confidence i guess
i can only do math with the ans beside me
even if thats my strongest topic.
and econs hasnt been a smooth journey esp now when i am tryin to spend more time with my beloved chem and math and more tv. =(

okay STUDY STUDY STUDY.
all this will pay off at the end of the year
when i can finally take a break and hopefully the last time i will see any of these weird numbers, equations, formulae staring at me.
YUCK

just sort of finish watching tai wang sa shin gi(太王四神記)

ost is DAMN nice.. i was shock that it was composed by joe hisaishi
SURPRISE SURPRISE..a korean drama composed by a famous jap composer and sang by world famous korean band dbsk. WOW.
definitely going to hit the world BIG

didnt know i can like a korean drama that nice.
and ejiah is really PRETTY PRETTY>> love her hair.
this will be the third korean drama which i finished..
most of them were just TOO DRAGGY to cont watchin..
rawr.

and last but not least.
YOGA first SOLO ALBUM.
a must have
no dl-ing
no ripping
no sharing.
this is the new policy.=D
its not being selfish or what, but its really worth it to buy for $20
what ever you guys say.
please spare a thought, everyone will feel that there are things that are worthy to buy.
and i would say that this cd is really a must buy. cuz the songs inside are worth it, not the person not the looks but the songs... no matter what you all say thats cuz i have 'too much money to spare'... it isnt true.
just that i know what i want and whats worth that money.

so please. do buy the cd
and not just RIP it off from some one else
i would say
the whole album is worth listening one time, you will discover many surprises
the style of music might not be the same old ballades that many like.. what i would call '口水歌'
but do listen to the CD with a open minded heart , listen to a wider range of music.
=D