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when all have abandon me
who do i turn to?

when you who do not trust me.
who do not understand me
how much can you ask from me
any more.

whats left of our friendship
i wonder.
how far can we do
can we still lead that same old relationship
or do we like them face tension


on the lighter note.
the special guest is coming soon
maybe that is my only hope

as that heart shatters.
nothing is left of this

the true meaning of it
i have yet to discover.
i guess
like what mrs koh has said before,
there are so many hi bye friends in our lives
but finding that "best" friend can be really hard
if you have found yours well then you are REALLY REALLY REALLY LUCKY
if you have 2
wow.
i wish you can share with me xP

best friends arent just friends with a common interest
thats another type of friend
there are also acquaintance aka hi bye friends
ya WE ALL HAVE MANY dont we.

maybe with my character
i may never find one after all
all that have been bottled in me
all that

i have yet to learn to trust a person fully
i have yet to learn to share my secrets with people
i have yet to learn to share my perspective with others.


so what kind of friend do you see me as?
when i am in pain
i dont know who to share it with
when i am filled with happiness
i dont know who to tell
when i am in trouble
i keep my mouth shut and smile my way through
when i am in sorrow
no one sees it



am i such of no existence in others life.

argh
pissed!!!!
really pissed!!!

really really pissed!!!


am i really that slow.
i was quite firm the first time!!but den.. i cldnt get the hold of particulars!!!!
wth..
wth wth wth ..
i can type that a million times
thats how angry i was i am
i cant be that slow!!!!
okay maybe =((
today's qn was easy okay
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

sobing sobing
is that really my suayness
maybe?
aarrgghhhh i wanna scratch my head and pull my hair till it drops.
x(



okay on the only happy note
exams finally ended.
spells. time to relax ABIT finally
but there is still that one thing in the end that i am aiming for















p.s i think i am going crazy
save me
save me from this world that i dont wanna get out of

Hi Rayx. I want to believe that the world would be a better day tomorrow

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