Tell me you love me.

2.20 part 1

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 / 11:31 PM

我起飛了
我再這一天，得到了解放的能力
真正的起飛了
雖然，還是必須再一次回到現實身活中，殘酷的事實
可是
那一晚，
我真的起飛了
謝謝你

when you hear 7000 people singing to this song
the song that brought me to know you
it was touching
it was emotional
it was splendid

it may not have been your best song
it may not have been your favourite song
but it was the song that brought you to people

i haven heard 7000 people sing together before
i haven tried singing so loudly before
this is the first
and hopefully not the last

but the feeling
is wordless

the happiness.
unforgettable

in the end

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 / 9:59 PM

if only laughter can numb all the pain.

Gao Xiao 搞笑 - Show Luo Zhi Xiang 羅志祥

i think this song really suits what i would say .
sometimes no matter how happy you look on the outside.
may be deep inside you
you are crying.
no matter how you try to laugh , try so hard to be carefree
in the end,
when you are alone
you are the opposite.

work has been
quite bad... it is really draining my mental strength
its not hard its just tedious
like i have to fold 800 over letters now.
x2 as i need to put another piece of paper to it
den fold
den fold again after finish the first stack of folding.
horrible
i call it kim jua
YES! it really looks like how i do with kim juas.
open up like flower first before folding so that i wont be so fustrated with the picking up of double paper.

i am getting worried
worried abt everything
worried abt results
worried abt sales
worried abt jobs
worried abt course

i am getting fustrated
fustrated abt myself
fustrated abt ppl
fustrated abt the world

it doesnt seem like my life is moving out of the black tunnel