Tell me you love me.

why does the world operate like that

Thursday, March 18, 2010 / 11:05 PM

why does the world operate like that

or is it just me

or is it just us

or is it just how reality is surpose to work naturally

you asked me if i ever will trust you in doing stuff

i would

but

failing once

will allow me to learn my lesson

never again will i want to stretch out again

and reach out for help

because i know that

when you need it

help will be far away from you

you end up at the losing end

because everyone just wants to step on you when you are of use

when they are done with all the kicks and stabs

and you have no value

you are left alone

in a dark corner

with nothing but yourself to blame

i have a dream

Thursday, March 04, 2010 / 11:38 PM

why is it that after so long, even when i have a dream, i dream about you.

been thinking, so hard.
especially when you see that people around you are leaving singapore.
hopefully doing something they like
and you stuck here doing something you know you wont wanna do it for the rest of your life
is it time to leave
or is it something that you can get over and move on after this in the next few months